my life story

7 months old Harriz

2012-01-13T08:29:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!!

I have finally achieved my short term goal, which is to breastfeed Harriz until he is 6 months old. He is now 7 months old and I am still breastfeeding him. My long term would be until he is 2 years old. He has already started to eat, and loves to eat. but, he still likes his mommy's milk :)... His progress is going very well. He now wants to crawl, and would push himself up with his hands in a 'get set' gear and would start to crawl a bit and then he would fall ( on a mat ).But, so far his progress is as what everyone would say is okay and I think that weight gain is also a good sign.

He likes to play with Kamila and he'll laugh at her jokes. I am glad that I have a wonderful husband that understands my feeling to be able to breastfeed Harriz fully, where his elder's sister (Kamila) did not had that chance (although breastfeed + formula milk until 10 months old).

I am able to feel proud of myself where I can still go on breastfeeding Harriz when I am still working (although bottle fed with mom's milk). Thank you Dear Sayang for being there when I needed comfort and felt worthless....You have been encouraging me to continue to breastfeed Harriz although there are a lot of obstacles to go through the journey of breastfeeding Harriz.Love you lots.Love you and the kids.

Breastfeeding journey

2011-11-23T12:37:00.001+08:00

Hi all,

So far my breastfeeding journey still continues and i hope to go on strong. Harriz is already 5 months and a half. He is already 6.9kg. I am not sure to all, but his weight for me is considered as okay, as he is fully breastfed. Some breastfed babies do get bigger, but my baby still looks small. I am not sure where the kilos has gone to, maybe it is for his muscle and bones structure.

His progress so far, is that he can now push himself from lying position to lie on his stomach instantly. He now wants to move forward. He sometimes will be at a different station if he just roll himself from one station to another. From point A to point B. He knows his name when being called out. And remembers people. If he wants you to take him from another person he can just put out his hand to you.

He'll laugh at your(not so funny) jokes :P. Basically he is a healthy and bright child. Not to exaggerate, but I find that he is brighter than his older sister at his age. Maybe it's because of the breast milk that he gets everyday that his sister did not (because of mom's lack of knowledge). This made me feel sometimes guilty of not able to breast feed Kamila (Harriz's elder sister) exclusively like him.

My current target is to breast feed Harriz until 6 months old. And will try to continue until he is 2 years old.
I hope I can.

Happily breastfeeding

2011-06-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

It is now day one after the minor surgery. The progress of breastfeeding is getting better, although Harriz is still having a little bit of jaundice and is still sleepy. But, the progress is getting well I guess, as he is now currently having more than once bowel movement and his feces are turning form the color of dark green to yellowish, which I understood from the doctor is normal for a breastfeed baby.

So, I hope the progress of breastfeeding with Harriz will get better and he will be able to latch on perfectly without any more pain. Since he still is quite sleepy with the jaundice, he still would not open his mouth wide enough, but the pain that I usually would feel before, have already subsided.

Hope that the journey of breastfeeding with him would be a better one than his elder sister.

Tongue tied

2011-06-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

I have done a minor surgery to my dear baby. I know, I know, why the hell would I do that to my only 14days child? Well, first of all, I am confused of why am I not able to let him latched on correctly at my breast.Although I had followed all of the basic steps for proper latch on with my baby, but, I just couldn't let him latch on.

Every time he feeds, I just could not stand the pain, and had also cried in a few occasions as his sucking was pretty hard every time.My nipple had gone sore and for the first few days of him feeding after his birth my nipples bleed.But, as I was determined to breastfeed my baby until at least 2 years old, I had gone to a Lactation Consultant,Farah from Sarakids yesterday to know what is the problem.

I had told her everything and she had checked my baby's mouth and saw that he has a tongue tied case. Which I never heard of. This was something new to me and I was determined to find out and still want to keep on breastfeeding my child.

After googling the information with dear hubby in the net, we decided to go to Dr Koe in Jalan Klang Lama (which had been referred to by Farah) for the minor operation which is called as 'frenotomy'. Well its kinda of snipping the part of frenulum below the tongue to be able for the child to open wider his mouth.

I had discussed this matter with hubby and he being supportive just said okay as long as it did not give any complications to the baby especially and also the mother. Well, being with Dr Koe and hear her explaining, makes me and hubby feeling a bit relieved as she also mentioned that if the tongue tied is not being treated, for the short term is that feeding the baby will be a nightmare for both the baby and mother, as the baby could not latch on well and could not get enough milk and therefore could not get enough nutrition and would be a sleepy and tired baby. As the baby needs to grow and gain at least 20grams per day. As for the long term baby's speech will be better, as he could speak clearly and the pronunciation is clear. Dr. Koe also had informed that maybe when he is older that if he wants to pronounce for example the word lorry if he did not do the surgery he would pronounce it as lolly.

So, after receiving much information from her, we had decided to go ahead of the surgery. Actually, I was not really prepared of the surgery and felt sorry for my dear child, but, since the Dr. had already done the minor surgery more than once and had a vast of clients seeing her, I just trust her.

So now, after the surgery which takes around 5 seconds, immediately my baby could latch on properly and for the first time, I felt that breastfeeding is not a painful experience and I can enjoy the moment with my child. Now, he can breastfeed with me anytime and I just need to continue breastfeeding him and express milk to use for when I start working in the next 2 months and a half.

Just hope that after this the journey of breastfeeding with Harriz will be a better experience and I am able to at least breastfeed him until he is 2 years old. Wish me luck y'all and just pray for us.

Birth of Harriz

2011-06-13T12:07:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

I had been into delivery last Thursday, 9 June 2011. Gave birth to a lovely baby boy, weight at 3.5kg. A lot of difference from his elder sister which only came out at 2.7kg only. Well this past few days were a tough one. I had decided to fully breastfeed my son before he came out, and would really love to do it for his elder sister as well. But, no reason to fret about things that have passed, we need to focus on the current ones.

Well, for these past few days, had been quite an interesting and challenging one. Harriz just likes to sleep in the day and wakes up at night. At night, he would request to drink more and this is quite a challenge for me, and luckily, dear hubby is very supportive and would even stay awake when the baby is crying and tries to even soothe the baby, by cradling him every night.

But, I know that by doing so will not stop his crying. I am frustrated sometimes as the baby does not want to suckle properly, thus making me feeling painful at the nipple area.right now, I am hoping to get a lactation caunselor's help.

I hope that I can get one soon enough. Does anyone knows any in Shah Alam?.I had tried to get one here, but she seems to be busy.

Managers SHOULD Manage

2011-03-24T11:03:00.001+08:00

Hi all,

Today's post is for letting out my steam from my boss. I strictly think that managers should manage and not academicians manage. Why? because we managers know what the procedures that we need to follow and how to do about it.

Academicians knows what they do best, teaching and research. Managers would try to accomodate what the academicians want and try to solve matters, but academician just know how to delegate and just inform what they want and not see the consequences of the wants. They don't even want to know what the procedure that needs to be followed and just assume that all can be done in an instant.

I would love to have a boss that would like to hear suggestions even from the staffs that are way below ranking. Currently, even what I have explained would not be given any thought as the BOSS would just assume that the procedures and regulations are being made by human and can be accessed in any way.

Huh....then what for we have terms and regulations during our services here. Come on... this is an organization with more than 20,000 staffs and we have to come out with procedures, regulations, guidelines everything in order to be able to maintain a big organization.

Dear Boss,

If you want us to not follow the regulations please be the higher authority that is the BIG BOSS of this organization then ask us to just cut through the regulations. Even the BIG BOSS is following the regulations why shouldn't we.

Oh, and another, yes I am always in front of the computer going up and down, sometimes to and fro outstation, but, I am doing the best that I can. I am doing my job, and not just mingle around with people doing nothing unlike others. Please appreciate the staffs that you have. How can you assume that people do not do their job. It is you that is so hard to be found in the office and so hard to giveway to your subordinates.

Please respect your subordinates even though they are just cleaners but, they are human beings. You cannot expect that everyone else can do the job fast and the same day can pass to you the job. Please think of the hardship to get the information and details required. People do make mistake and they are NOT perfect. Even if you try hard enough, people won't be perfect, as that is what god had created.

Arrrgggghhhhh......Please understand that not all people could become like you a "BIONIC" woman....:P

Not in the mood

2011-01-05T10:34:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

Just not in the mood to work today. Had been having symptoms of pregnancy this time that will only heal when the baby comes out.

My right hand right now is having soreness and it is quite difficult for me to do my work, as I am a right handed person.

For this past few days had made me thinking that working here is not worth for my life. As it is going to be a lifetime commitmen, and I am commited to family. The stressful conditions during my pregnancy, is not making life easy as well.

I know life is not a piece of cake, but, life can be meaningful and enjoyable, if you want it to be taht way. There are mai IF's right now and not a solution that I can think of right now.

Oh well life must go on....

15th Administrators Conference 2010 in Pan Pacific KLIA

2010-12-21T14:02:00.003+08:00

Hi all,

Had been attending the conference since yesterday afternoon. The conference basically is about the leadership preference that leaders chooses nowadays and what type of leadership that is the best to be used in todays world.

Now I know, that being a leader needs to have a lot of hard work and needs to be with your subordinates and motivate them to do the best.

There are a lot of managers but, leaders are few. And few leaders that are creative and knows how to handle their subordinates and few are still standing and be a leader.

Leaders nowadays needs to be a transformational leader that is able to be creative and motivates their subordinates to make an organization better.

So, that's a bit of the agenda that I have heard since yesterday.

Updating to you soon

My New year resolution

2010-12-17T15:28:00.003+08:00

This are my new year resolution:

1. Release from financial burden ( loans - PTPTN, car, etc)
2. Prepare for new baby
3. Confirmed in this job
4. Get promoted :) ( as if this is going to happen soon)
5. Feel at ease, stress-free life
6. Better health
7. Hubby in good health and shape :P
8. Buy own property ( house , apartment , etc)
9. Better working environment ( good staffs, good boss and colleague)
10. 100% breastfeed new baby
11. Able to meet in person Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad ( ex Prime Minister of Malaysia), my favorite Prime Minister of Malaysia :)

Hope that all my new year resolution wishes come true. If not, I would like my no.1, 2,3,5,6,7 and 10 be true at least.:P hope so.....

Diary of the second pregnancy

2010-12-17T14:37:00.003+08:00

Hi all,

It's already been 3 and a half months now, and the cravings that I had for now, was not as extreme as I had during the first one.

I am currently in the midst of wanting to try a hypnobirthing technique, that I have heard before and read quite sometime ago, but hadn't the chance to try and check it out.

I am trying to find an alternative to give birth the painless or less pain way. As you might know that giving birth is a task that most moms would rather not do, if they had the option to. But, I on the other hand feels that giving birth is a gift for mothers.

You can feel a life in you, which some fathers would love to have ( I think so, correct me if I'm wrong). Givng birth to my first baby was a rather painful and stressing experience. I was not prepared and was an amateur. I do not know how to hold a baby, how to breastfeed, how to rest when you have a baby.

It's still a stressing thing for me when you still think about it. But, for this second baby, I am quite ready emotionally and physically. Thinking of giving birth makes it an exciting experience for me, as I can still feel the first experience where, I am not ready to accept the changes in my life.

I am ready to accept the changes and to give birth. That's why I now am trying to know more about hypnobirthing. I have surfed in the net for the articles related to this, and found that not most of the hypnobirth users are having a painless labour.

But, this is a challenge for me as I know that being a mom, this is some of the things that you needed to do and sacrifice.

Hmmmm...had been blabberring about myself will update more soon

Officially.......

2010-10-08T12:40:00.003+08:00

Hi all,

I have good news, I'm officially going to be a mum again, and Lil Kamila is going to have a baby . It's been 6 weeks now, and the symptoms of being pregnant is nothing much.Just having some soreness at my back and lots of cravings.....

Well, since Kamila is already 2 years plus, I think that she'll be able to manage and surely would love to have more friends.

From our point of view, she really loves small kids and loves to have a brother or sister. So, I think that she will be okay.

So, will updating more soon.

Raya Celebration

2010-09-23T10:55:00.005+08:00

Hi all,

Just came back from celebrating raya at east coast. Went there to visit relatives and attend a wedding. The trip was tiring, but the experience was wonderful. Although there are some that you wouldn't want to know.

Well, Lil Kamila loves to be there as she has the chance to run around and be in a different environment, other than home. She had enjoyed her experience and stay there. Although some of the plans that we had planned before going was not done, the experience was okay.

We had been to Tanah Merah, Kelantan, then to Besut, Terengganu then went down to Dungun, Terengganu. Stayed there for one night at Ulek Resort (had a nice jacuzzi bathtub, but, can only fit one person), had an experience of eating seafood at CB Wee Seafood Restaurant. The 'Har Lok' (not sure of the spelling) prawn was the main dish. It was superb..... All of us enjoyed the food.

Ulek Beach Resort

Interior view

Interior 2

Jacuzzi in bathroom

Outside with Kamila posing

Har Lok Prawn

The next day, went off to Kuantan to meet mom's best friend at Beserah. Stayed at Seasons View Hotel. The price was okay, as it ranges from Rm98.00nett for a standard double bed room up to RM200 over for suite. The room is comfortable and the condition of the room is clean , since it just opened for only 1 year.

We ate at the Sri Mahkota Seafood Restaurant in Kuantan that night and the Crab Fried with Telur Masin is awesome...... The taste was exquisite, as we hadn't tasted crab cooked like that before, the other dish is also nice like the tauhu.

Tauhu

Crab cooked with Telur Asin

Raya Shopping

2010-08-31T11:49:00.005+08:00

Hi all,

I have just came back from doing my own shopping for this coming Raya. Well, I kinda at first dislike to do it, as I do not have a clue what to buy (designs,shapes,etc.), plus with expecting the price for each baju kurung is supposed to be around RM100 or below.

But, to my surprise, the price range of a baju kurung is between RM90 and above. The quality of the baju kurung was not that low quality(sure, look at the price ma...) and the design is quite okay. But, the problem is with the quality of the material.

I for sure would like it to be light and not too transparent, and is not that thick (Malaysia is quite hot right now). So, I thought of only buying baju kurung that is traditional kind of design where most of us knew.

But, once I went to PKNS Shopping Complex in Shah Alam, where there are a lot of vendors selling baju raya, I was amazed and go around the place where I try to find the best baju kurung that suits me.

There are baju kurungs that have nice designs and patterns, but the material was not what I have expected. There are no size as well, only bigger sizes. Then, as I have turned around and walked in circles (twice), I just bought one, that to me have a nice design and pattern and the material is alright. But, one thing is not very right, is the price. But now, being me, I don't want to waste my time finding other clothes that I do not really like, and won't wear it again or only once or twice, so, I just bought the baju kurung. As I like (no, love) the design and the material is okay as well (cotton). And the best thing is the material of the baju kurung needs not to ironed, unless you want to!!! :P....Hehehehehe....being a mom and I know myself, would not like to iron my clothes....I just took it!!!.

As I only bought one baju kurung, I decided to go to Jakel, Shah Alam to buy some more baju kurung that is less than Rm100. But, as we (me and hubby) drove through the lane nearing Jakel, my hubby saw a boutique filled with nice design baju kurungs. Then, I went into the boutique, called as Atelia Amani, where the sales girl was nice,but, the price is extremely pricey although they have discounts. But, as my hubby wanted me to try the clothes, I just bought two of it. The price is expensive, but the materials and the design is just what I like and wanted. Not too striking, not too bright, not many designs or patterns.

So, that's all about the shopping. Will update the raya celebration soon. See ya all.

A preview of the baju kurung that I've bought:

From Altelia Amani

Altelia Amani

PKNS

Hectic day

2010-08-20T12:38:00.003+08:00

Hi all,

It's been a while since I've updated anything. Well, to cut it short, since Kamila been growing, my life got very busy. Busy at work, busy at home. She now, loves to run around the house, climbing here and there, climbing the chairs, and table and even loves to do what grown ups does.

She even likes to act as what we have done in front of her. I have lots of pictures that I have not posted here.

Well, today for instance, is a very busy day for me. I have been to meeting and now, needs to draft letters ( I mean lots of them) to appoint staffs in being responsible to duties appointed to them.

Got tonnes of things to do in just a few hours.Hmmmm....thinking of having my own Personal assistance. But, as you know doing your work is not as easy as ABC anymore. Not when you're in school and University.

Working is now stressing and this ,I admit all of you are thinking.

So, well haven't got much time to chat around or write more. Will do it once I am a bit stabil.

Till then see ya all.......

Arriving Shah Alam

2009-12-27T20:57:00.005+08:00

Just came back from a tiring yet enjoyable trip from Alor Star....Had the chance to meet friends and had walked around Alor Star for "Jalan-jalan Cari Makan" our way!!!.we arrived here late...coz of the traffic jams and raining and accidents....The VERDICT....we had an enjoyable weekened and would love to go for another vacation....Thanks to my dear hubby for the great experience and holiday...

Holiday in Alor Star

2009-12-27T00:40:00.004+08:00

25th December 2009:

Depart from Gombak,Kuala Lumpur at around 8.30am.....the traffic was okay for a few hours, then, it started to heavy near the Tapah R&R.....arrived at Taiping,Perak...to find the famous Doli Char Kueh Teow....after 1 hour lost in Taiping, we found the place...unfortunately, it's closed on Fridays but, opens everyday, EXCEPT, Friday...and guess what???we turned up at the place on Friday....

so, we went on and continue our journey to Alor Star....arrived at Alor Star around 5pm...and checked in at Hotel Grand Crsytal...the place is okay...a 3 Star hotel....

26th December 2009:

Had breakfast at the hotel...the food sucks....went out around 10.30am to have breakfast and also to find our friend's house....for the wedding reception in the afternoon....went to his place at around 1.30pm....stayed until 3pm and went back to the hotel.....went out again at around 4.00pm and went to the Star Parade Shopping Complex.... went to see our friends...chit chat and ate at McDonald's...went for window shopping.......The Year End Sale and for school season sale....went back to hotel at around 7.30pm...and went out again around 8.00pm, for dinner wuth friends.....

What a packed day it is today.....already packed and will check out from hotel at morning tommorrow.....
See ya....

Holiday to Alor Star

2009-12-24T19:07:00.004+08:00

Will be going to Alor Star tommorow to attend a friend's wedding invitation....at the same time will go for a holiday...so, will update again in this blog for the pictures...see ya'll..

4 days without hubby

2009-12-14T20:02:00.003+08:00

hmmmm....mr. hubby went outstation for 4 days.starting from today....
i'm left here at shah alam, with kamila and family....just a few hours apart.....felt like a few years...
missed him already....

he has to do it in order for us to live better and more comfortably....
how i wish that i can follow him...but, i know that we would be a nuisance to him while doing his work...

miss you yang...well, at least i got kamila here with me.....

Kamila at 1 year 3 months old

2009-12-13T20:55:00.004+08:00

Kamila is now nearing to 1 year and 3 months old.

Right now, she knows most of what we say to her, and now she have a new move.
she now, can move to the beat of a song...especially "aku bukan superman". i don't really know this songs title, but, what i know is that she really loves this song.

so cute with her following the beat. would love to record her and show it to you guys...but, my phone is not working that well... really need to change to a better phone....

hmmmm...would ask from hubby for a new phone after this.....

sayang....if you're reading this....you got the hint ok.... :P

Kamila 1 year and 2 months old

2009-11-16T17:55:00.007+08:00

kamila is already 1 year and 2 months old.
she now knows how to say mama and will tell anybody if she wants to eat,mamam....
and...if she gets her food late, she will inform us by saying mamam,mamam...for a long time.
and if we still do not give her food, she will slightly slap us or will cry....

and she does have a habit, that just loves to disturb us when we're just in front of the computer, or just using the remote control.

now, she loves to walk, and would just walk from A to B, all the time. without feeling tired. she'll only be tired, when she wants to sleep or wants milk.

she also shows signs that she wants to talk with us. although she does not really saying much(her vocab is still not much), but, she's starting to show signs that she knows what we're talking about.

how fast she's growing up.

Kamila with high fever

2009-11-03T10:52:00.004+08:00

dear all,

right now, i have already taken 2 days emergency leave coz of kamila having a high fever. but, we have consulted 2 doctors, and they said that it is a viral fever. which means that the fever can be on and off.but, still i am still terrified of the word 'fever' that comes through my mind especially if its involving my dear baby.

of course anything can happen right now. well, kamila had already taken a blood test last sunday, and the result is negative from any virus or infections. so, i am quite okay with it.

so,right now, kamila is okay.but,usually she will get her fever at night.i haven't gotten enough sleep for this past few days, as i am quite worried with her fever. i would put on her forehead the koolfever patch, but she will make a fuss at night.

but, i will try to comfort her, and she will get back to sleep.i hope that she will be okay today.

love u baby!!!

entri luahan perasaan

2009-10-29T13:49:00.003+08:00

salam and good day,

hmmmm...sesatunye entry yang di buat dalam bahasa melayu. sebabnye rasanye dalam bahasa melayula boleh nak meluahkan perasaan ni.

sejak 2 bulan lebih, bekerja di tempat baru ni, macam2 dugaan yang datang. dan macam-macam perangai yang datang. kebanyakan staf pentadbiran yang ada di ofis, semuanye ok, kecuali 2 ke 3 org saja. untuk staf makmal pulak, lainla ceritanye, sbbnye x pernah jejak pun kaki kat makmal2 sini.

mesti semua hairan kan, dh 2 bulan lebih kat sini, tapi x pernah melawat pun lab kat situ. yela...camnela nak pergi kat lab tu kalau keje kat ofis nih, x pernah habis2. kalau dah habis satu, sepuluh lagi datang.pastu, yang bestnye, tiap kali tgh nk belajar satu benda, mesti nye sekerat-sekerat.sbbnye, mesti ada masalah baru dtg, pastunye time tulah nak kena belajar pulak apa lak masalahnye, camene nak selesaikan lak. mana tak tension orang camni......

sebelum dapat keje ni...tension tu, tension la gak...tapi,x sangka datang sini lagi tension.work load datang menimbum-nimbun. masalah staf pun datang macam tu gak. x sampai seminit, ada je, yang gtau benda yang x sedap didengar stafla, pelajarla,pensyarahla......penat la......

so, bilanye masa untuk family memalam tu...memang rasa nye dah penatla badan, kepala...semuanya la...tapi,kesian lak dgn baby...dia lak bila balik je umah...terus nak terkam mama dia....kesian,memang kesian...tapi, bila dh macam ni nk buat camne. kena redha je la...sebabnye sapa suruh cari pasal minta keje kat sini..... :P.

x pela...apa-apa pun, mmg ada hikmahnye...x semua nye staf sini yang buat perangai...memang ada yang baik...nak tolong menolong....ada gak pensyarah yang ok, ada pelajar yang ok....yang x bestnye bos, asyik suruh buat keje.bile explain x suka...nak buat camne prosedur kat tempat baru nih banyak sangat.memangla benda yang kita buat lambat jawapan nye.

kalau nak cepat buat sendiri!!!!........ :) .huh...mampos nak cakap macam ni kat bos...hmmmm....just layannnnnn jela...cube jela buat yang terbaik kat sini. apa-apa minta petunjuk dengan allah, berdoa la banyak2....aikkkk...dh leh nasihat kat diri sendiri lak.....

so,layan je la.....luahan perasaan nih......

p/s: keje melambak pun buat susah nak update blog ni.....

a new beginning

2009-10-18T13:13:00.003+08:00

good day to all,

i have just gotten off from a 2 week intensive course, that teaches me and gave me the details that i needed to know for my daily basis job.

i have decided to to give the input that i have learnt a go. so far, so good. i have started to enjoy the work, rather than would love to stay at my room and try to learn from my own experience kind of thing.

i now know exactly what i needed to do. now, i am in the process of completing my desk file. its kind of a file that describes the exact daily tasks that i needed to do and the details of the place that i work. so far, the progress is looking good.

i just need to get some more datas from my colleague and staff, for the desk file.
so,right now, this giving me quite a headache.

so, i'm going to continue my job now.so, till the next entry..............

am i too emotional or too obsessed

2009-10-05T14:08:00.006+08:00

hmmmm...judging from the title what would surely cross into your mind.

actually, i am having quite a bad day, apart from monday blues (you know what i mean....) with the stress from work, and not having a good rest, plus a headache of things to do and not to mention of the breastfeeding kamila spirit, that has nearly gone "poof",off from my list of things to do.

to think of the over emotionally thinking of wanting my baby to taste only my milk, instead of cow milk,etc.... what i can say that i am quite obsessed with it. i still do think that my baby would get the best from my own milk, but, it seems like mommy is just to tired to do all the pumping and couldn't have enough time to do all the pumping according to schedule.work is just too overloaded.(i managed to write today, as my boss is away...but, tomorrow...................)

i have tried baby, but, it seems like its not working!!! but, i still try to pump when i managed to sneak out off seminars or courses.but, it looks like my milk is getting dried up. i tried to look at others blogs to get the idea of how to increase my breastmilk, but, i do feel embarassed and down at myself,as they could even provide their young ones their own milk without help from other formula until up to 4 years. but me.........................................

kamila, maybe you'll be reading this when you're going to be much older and wiser. i am sorry. for not being able to provide you the best, yet i tried. i really tried. mama, always love you.

i will try to give you the best. mama is still trying to provide you my milk....i will do it until the last drop.

love you baby...

break fast in beranang

2009-09-28T14:31:00.003+08:00

hi all,

here are pictures of my family going back to my hubby's hometown breaking fast in Beranang. i know, i know, it's already raya celebration.well, i hadn't had the chance to download all the pictures yet.

we had a great time there eating....there was alot of food.

kamila with nenek,mak lang and cik cik

birthday cake for mak cu

kamila standing

kamila and baba

buka puasa session

kamila and mak long

the food at the table

there are more pictures taken, but, there were too many. so, i just uploaded the ones that i managed to grab. actually am too lazy la.... :P

kamila's now one year old

2009-09-24T15:20:00.007+08:00

kamila is now one year old and 8 days.

sorry all, i haven't had the time to post new updates as the internet connection in office is quite bad and i am quite busy entertaining kamila while at home and this raya celebration we had to go and visit our families for raya.

so, updating her status right now. kamila can walk baby steps on her own without anyone helping her. i am so excited, can't wait...but...at the same time afraid that she might be to adventurous...to explore everywhere she goes.

we did a small celebration for her first birthday. it was not a grand celebration as it was during fasting, and were not well prepared...but, she did tasted some cake...now, i am teaching her to eat most of the grown ups food....its such an easy thing to do, as she would mostly gobble up anything that we gave her.but, we do monitor her food intake.

so, now kamila we (mama and baba) hope that you're going to grow up and be a better person and achieve what you want.....love you my little princess...

My journey through breastfeeding

2009-09-11T16:40:00.004+08:00

this is an emotional entry.

i have tried to breastfeed kamila and give her my breastmilk through bottle nearly one year.only 3 more days till one year. this past few weeks as i've moved to a new working environment and job scope, i have started to not pump accordingly to schedule. just only a few times in the day. and sometimes, i skipped my supposedly pumping schedule as i hev meetings, seminars,courses and ad hocs meetings to attend to.

i have tried to focus on more pumping.but, at home, i cannot manage to pump as i would be tired from work and focusing with kamila and would retire to bed early.(kamila would usually not let me leave her when she's not in a good mood even if her father is beside her). so, that makes me feel so tired and feel not energized. i have tried taking supplements to boost my milk production, but to no avail. it only gave a positive side effect after a while taking it. after not consuming it for so long, my milk production becomes lesser.

so,right now, i feel tired of this breastfeeding thing,and may decide to stop my journey.but, i am feeling that its too soon. i wanted my baby to get the best, and provide her the best in everything.so, i have to try and get back on the track, and try not to feel so stressed out.

but, HOW???????? please someone out there that could help me.that could advise me what to do.....

updating myself

2009-09-09T09:57:00.004+08:00

hi all....

i haven't been able to update myself this past few weeks. was quite busy with work plus, with the internet line and computer condition at office that makes me feel iritated....

working at this new place makes me feel more matured, as most of them... are well...older than i am, although i am one of the bosses there. but, i am not sure if i can manage to have all this responsibilty at once.

i need to have a good mentor, to help me manage through my days working here. as most of them are adults and have more experience, some of them are not okay in sense of their own responsibility.

i feel that i am holding a bigger burden here. before this, i never have the chance to allow anyone to go for a vacation or letting them know what to do...but, here, i need to do all that...as i am now having a lot of things to do....

hmmmm...i am not sure whether i am able to handle all the stress....but, what i am sure is that...when its time to go home, i enjoy it....coz, i get to see my lovely princess.

sian dia, mama asyik pegi keje time dia tido. time balik ,malam jela leh jumpa...tapi, hari minggu pun jumpa gak...:P...love u baby....

Week 2 in UiTM Puncak Alam

2009-08-27T11:57:00.002+08:00

hye all!!!

haven't been updating myself for this week.well, my workload is getting heavier. i have a lot of responsibility here. not like when i was still working in Enfiniti Productions.

so, far, i think that i can manage the workload. but, sometimes it is quite stressful, as my job is different from before, and the working procedure is much more complicated than i have imagined before.

so, all that i need to do right now, is to really understand my responsibilities, and to understand the procedures. after i am able to understand all that i need to know, i think that i would be much better here.

but, for now, i am not trying to give myself high hopes of able to learn most of my tasks here, but, as long as i am able to finish all the duties that have been passed to me by or before the dateline, i would be very much happy.

i hope that i am able to handle all this burden......

kamila is 11 months

2009-08-20T17:23:00.001+08:00

kamila is already 11 months old!!!yeay!!!another 1month or so till her 1st birthday.
updating her skills:

1. she now can stand on her own without any help for a longer period.
2. she understands when we call her name
3. she would show her teeth when we say "mana gigi...."
4. she even knows how to climb the stairs without anyones help (but don't know how to go down..)
5. she is an active baby, that would not just sit down or would not love us to hold her....or she would make a tantrum
6. she now have 5 tooths...and would bite our finger when we try to feel her tooth
7. she know does not really like to eat....as she would like to play around
8. she loves to chat with us, no more screaming...she would either say...mam...mam..ma.ma...or ba...ba..ba...and more ( i think she's trying to explore her vocal)
9.love to stand when we are in the car while driving....loves to look at the lights and also scenery...will make a tantrum when we try to get her to sit....
10.hmmmm...what more...will update more if i can remember any.. :)

Working in new place

2009-08-18T10:05:00.004+08:00

dear all,

yesterday, was officially my first day working at a new place.where am i working now??? well, i'll give you a hint. i am now working in the place that helped me get my diploma and degree.still not quite sure where is it??? if you are my friend or relative, you would surely know where i am working now.

okay,okay.... i am now, working in UiTM (universiti Teknologi MARA), but, in a new area.not in shah alam. i am working in puncak alam. it is quite far from the actual heqdquarter, but, this new place that i am in now, looks like its going to be just like the HQ in shah alam.

well, as i am still new here, what i can say is the staffs here are friendly, and likes to help each other.i could not conclude any thing yet.but, i think that i am going to be okay here.

wish me luck guys (and gals)!!!!!

family trip to penang

2009-08-16T11:14:00.000+08:00

hi all,

this entry is about our family trip to penang on 7th til 9th of August 2009. we slept at my aunts house in Tanjung Tokong at Kompleks Institut Pendidikan. we arrived at Penang by night, around 1am, but, went for supper first, before going to her home. kamila was a bit edgy, and she did not slept well. maybe, its because of the hot weather.we went to penang coz hubby's friend is having a reception on Saturday, so, we went there early after work.

the pictures here are not being in chronological order, as i am not that keen to arrange them all back. so, enjoy the piccas!!!

last day in penang, after having a great lunch meal (nasi kandaq....)

mama, fnishing off her lime juice with assam....very nice....

mama and kamila at Pantai Jerejak, having dinner..

mama and kamila

kamila waving at baba

ummi and kamila

haaaa....our dinner..feast your eyes

this is fish with three taste, in malay its ikan masak tiga rasa.
the taste verdict : so,so....do not have the specialty taste....

this is mussel with sambal.
the taste verdict: hmm...just okay

mama eating battered squid...yummy!!!

mama dipping the squid into the sauce

here's the larger view of the squid.this is one of the most wanted at this place.
the taste verdict: GRRRRREATTTTT!!!, would love to eat it over and over again.....

kamila on the table, while we're waiting for our food to arrive

dear kamila

so, it was a great trip to penang. although its was a short 3 days trip, we find that it is interesting, and the most important is, that the food are GRRRRREAATTT!!!! would love to go there again and enjoy the food there....

The whole family before going to Tony Roma's

2009-08-12T18:37:00.006+08:00

this entry is specially dedicated for my beloved hubby. here are some piccas before we made it to Tony Roma's in Pavillion. our tyre were punctured, due to the road not being smooth and a sharp rock that's as big as a my hubby's knuckle. so, here are the pictures of my dear hubby, changing our tyre.

hubby changing the tyre from the car bonet

jacking the car

kamila looking at cars passing by

baba is tightening up the screws

it took only around 20 to 30 minutes of changing the tyres. kamila loves to look at passing by vehicles. thanks to baba, we managed to eat dinner at Tony Roma's that night.....

Kamila at Tony Roma's

2009-08-12T10:49:00.001+08:00

here are pictures of us at tony roma's having dinner . kamila was having a fun day.

kamila trying to get hold of baba's camera

cute kamila

me giving kamila a piece of bread

kamila and me

me and kamila

kamila with funny face

this is the condiment for baked potato

here's the entree of my hubby

here's the seafood entree (my entree, looks yummy!!!)

me bonding with kamila

kamila kissing mama

the end of our dinner

kamila waving at baba in front of tony roma's

us together.....

well, it went well that night. we had a great time of having dinner.(hope to go there soon, the food was great as well)...

Breastfeeding journey

2009-08-05T14:49:00.006+08:00

just wanna share my journey for breastfeeding.... it is not such a simple thing to do...since in my family, not all did breastfeed their babies long enough, i wasn't really prepared ~~ignored~~ breastfeeding. to me, it was something that we want to do, and not something that is necessary to do, like taking care of the wellbeing of the baby.

i don't even go to any classes for pre pregnancy,post pregnancy or lactation aid classes. little do i know, that these classes are best to attend to, as sometimes i do not even know how to handle such simple things regarding to the baby. the simplest example is that, when the baby cries, what are the actions that needs to be done. as i was the type that listened to every one that are older and wiser ( more experienced than i am), i tend to just follow them. the crying of a baby seems to be different each time, and a mother can sense it.

i don't know that, usually, a baby would cry when she/he needs to be hold,change their nappies, sleepy,etc. but, what i knew was that a baby cries when they are hungry...but, this is actually a false fact, as a baby would show cues or signs when they are hungry before crying. a crying hungry baby shows that they are too hungry, and it is actually not a good signto know they're hungry!!!

baby would show cues like they tend to be more alert, would suck their hands and more....so, we need to be more alert to the babies cues or signs.

these simple signs are what i need to know, as it is quite simple and EASY to understand. ughhhhhh..how i wish that i can turn back time.....

well, getting back to my breastfeeding journey, i could not say that i failed, but more like i learned and able to understand more... i have tried to give the best to my baby, but obviously i think its not enough. right now, i admit that i do feel useless and ignorant about breastfeeding, and i needed to have someone that could help me into this journey. i do feel stressed out, and in the end i think that i've wasted my time into stressing myself out.

i still do feel that i need help. a help from a proper lactation consultant. the problem is, i don't know what question to ask. where to start...but, what i know that i need someone that could highlight me in what i need to know, what i should , how to do it,etc,etc.... with less money going out from my pocket, :)

so, this entry is actually for me to get to know better on breastfeeding, what i need to know, before getting a second baby.....hmmm wonder when will that be ......

note for my self: be prepared, be very prepared. go to classes. learn what you need to know. go into forums such as susuibu.com,breastfeeding .com, etc.etc...the point is learn as much as you can.....

Kamila with 100 Plus

2009-08-03T20:44:00.006+08:00

Don't be fooled by the pictures above. it is just kamila playing with the 100 plus and also the Rocky box. hehehee.....such a cute girl.she just loves the feel of the 100 plus tin at her face.

Stay in Janda Baik

2009-07-29T22:39:00.012+08:00

Hi all!!!

just wanna update new pics. actually, we had gone to Janda Baik quite a while. end of last month..and until now, had i only wanted to update. here are pictures of us on a 2 day 1 night stay in Janda Baik.

we had stayed in huts,that had kind of 'kampung' feeling. so enjoy the pics ya!!!

1st day picnic at the verandah

picnic at verandah

still picnic 1st day

kamila with her 'mak long'

me gving kamila 'sukun' heheeeee..hungry after a playful bath

'kak long' with family

kamila likes to do funny face

splashing the water

kamila and me

more of kamila

me and kamila

1st night stay, kamila with nenek

hubby with 'pak uda' in charge of the BBQ session that night

'pak uda' cooking the patin fish

2nd day morning breakfast time....

a morning session talk with the family

2nd day swim

kamila with nenek

kamila after taking her bath and ready to go home

one big family picture...taken by yours truly hubby....

Kamila doing her thing with nenek in shah alam

2009-07-23T12:58:00.007+08:00

hi all!!!

here's a video clip of kamila playing with her nenek and you can also hear the background of baba laughing at her new trick. this was taken quiet a while when kamila's 9 months old. but, it was fun looking at her video. still do not know how to rotate the clip for better view (could someone help,pleeeeeeeeeeeaseeee.....).so, enjoy the show!!!

family trip to genting highland

2009-07-19T22:18:00.010+08:00

these are piccas of our family day trip to genting before we went to janda baik, for family outing. we had a great time there. the weather was cold, and kamila could stand the weather. only mama is wearing a sweater. so, enjoy the piccas (sorry ah, very lazy to put all of the pics into chronological order). so, enjoy!!!

while at the park

at the park

more at the park

kamila in the park

what can i say??? more in the park :)

more in the park

lovely kamila

love kamila

kamila and mama looking at baba

kamila with baba at the entrance of outdoor park

kamila showing off her teeth

kamila smiling

one happy family

kamila and mama in front of caterpillar

measuring kamila's height

kamila in her stroller

Welcome to my humble shop!!

2009-07-17T10:56:00.003+08:00

hey all!!!

just wanna officially open my e-shop, to sell away new and used items. well mostly are my baby's things that are used or new, which she can no longer fit. so, feel free to drop by my e shop at Creative solution . see ya there!!!!

Kamila's 10 months

2009-07-16T14:04:00.005+08:00

today officially, kamila is 10 months old. she would be 10 months at 3.45 pm today.yeay!!!!
updating her progress, she now knows to stand by her own (and lovvvvvvvvvveeess to do that by holding with only one hand), loves to screammmmm, and loves to communicate with us. lovvvvesss to crawl, and loves to cry :). quite an active person, likes to clap her hands when we sing songs, and loves to laugh when people is singing and making funny faces. sigh!!, just love my lovely baby. she's growing so fast. well, i think that's all to update. will include more. (if i can remember any :)). ooohhh, yeah, another thing this morning baba got a present from kamila, she pee on baba's pants....hahahaaaaaaa....

Kamila sleeping in car

2009-07-16T13:14:00.006+08:00

Hey all!!!,

here's the latest update in my blog. here's some piccas of kamila while riding in the car on the way to see a child specialist in Jalan Klang Lama. while on the way, i was trying to give her dinner meal. (trying to kill two birds in one stone...heheee, takut jamlaaaa...hari weekdays) so, along the journey, kamila was quite moody, and while i was talking and looking away from her, this is the outcome!!!.....so, enjoy!!!

hmmmm... this is a picture of kamila , just love to hold mama's handphone.

love u my baby!!!!!

Kamila pictures in Rawang and Gombak

2009-07-13T09:07:00.001+08:00

Here's some pictures at home, with Kamila playing with PSP. So focused on the PSP :)

Hmmmm...what to do next...

uhhhh...bored with this game...

why is baba kept on taking my pictures!!!???

Here's some piccas from my father's house in Rawang,Selangor during a kenduri doa selamat for my late grandfather. this is in the morning before the kenduri starts which is after zohor.

Kamila loves to hold baba's camera lense

cutie kamila and her hand

kamila showing off her hand

kamila kissing her auntie's hand (nana)

kamila mumbling

kamila clapping her hands

kamila clapping her hands while showing off to her auntie

Kamila with Funny Expressions

2009-07-10T20:52:00.014+08:00

Here are pictures of Kamila doing funny expressions. just can't get enough of her cute expressions :). so enjoy!!!

kamila likes her pacifier

baba playing with her, just likes to bully kamila

kamila holding baba's camera

kamila trying to hold baba's camera

naughty baba, putting kamila's soft toy book on her head, saying "Kacang Putih!!!!"...3

another photo of Kamila with her book

kamila trying to get the book off her head

cutie kamila

kamila doing funny face

more of kamila

kamila with her hand

kamila trying to get hold of baba's camera

Kamila with Baba playing

2009-07-09T11:08:00.004+08:00

hey, guys (and gals :)) here's a video of my lovely kamila playing with my hubby.
just love to hear her laugh and SCREAMMMM!!!! :) heheheheeeee....

this video was taken way back when she's around 7 to 8 months old. still love her anytime.so, enjoy the show......

Kamila's vocal video

2009-07-08T13:56:00.002+08:00

Here's an attachment of kamila, still testing her vocal. sooooo....cute....this is kamila around 6 to 8 months old. notice her short hair????!!!well, she now has longer hair, but still not quite enough...hehehhehehhh....:)

just loveeeee...her so much...see how cute she is...

Kamila's skill update

2009-07-06T12:48:00.005+08:00

kamila is now 9 months and 20 days. 10 days more to go, until she becomes 10 months old. updating her new skills. she now can clap her own hands, hold her own feeding bottle,very active. currently,she would like to hold on to things and do stunts, by only holding with one hand.(verrrryyyyy.....daredevil...until mama & baba would get heart attack).
she even likes to suck on pacifiers. before this she just wouldn't like to have the pacifier. maybe its because of the tooth that she's going to have.oh well, as long as she's happy.she also likes to clap her hands when people is singing, or she hears songs and would even just clap her hands when she wants to.(soooooo....cute). right now, she also likes to play hide and seek and likes to crawl fast. she also knows how to climb the stairs by her own(by crawling). huh....this girl is active and daredevil, that she would love to do things that mama and baba don't want her to do.(sigh.....)but, she's our cute little princess..... ;)

Kamila's video of her tooth

2009-07-03T14:44:00.005+08:00

Just want to show that kamila has already have 2 teeths. here is a video from my handphone showing her tooth with baba's hands. baba is trying to open her mouth to show the tooth. if you hear clearly, you can also hear yours truly's voice.heheheeee...(amateur's shot)

Pictures of Kamila from my Handphone

2009-06-26T13:39:00.001+08:00

dear all,

here are picccas, from my handy phone, from kamila one month up to 8 months plus(or is it 9 months,hehehee). so enjoy!!!! i love all of them. ;)

this picture was taken during last mother's day in Johnny's Wangsa Maju

kamila around 7 months to 8 months, playing at the living room

kamila looking at my camera phone

kamila wearing a scarf (heheheee..this was taken while she was busy playing and mommy is lazy to tie her hair)

taken after kamila woke up from sleep.auwwwww...sooooo..cute..

kamila during the days that she cannot crawl or lie on her tummy yet

picture taken in shah alam

kamila looking at my MIL

picture of kamila trying to take off the scarf, around 7 months plus(or is it 8 months, hmmmm)

kamila 4 months

kamila around 4 to 5 months

3 months plus, in the car ,on the way back to house.

kamila at her great grand mum's house

kamila during the good old days when she can't even crawl or lie on her tummy

kamila sitting on her stroller with baba taking her picca at burger king, carrefour wangsa maju

kamila at burger king

kamila 1 month

kamila 1 month plus

so, that's all folks. i know, i know, why don't i rearrange the pictures??? well....., the answer is that i'm tooooo...lazy to do it. hahahahhaaa.... :)

p/s: mama, forgot what's the exact date and age of kamila during each picture taken, but roughly laaaa...heheheeee....

My milk production

2009-06-25T14:47:00.005+08:00

wondering why i put this picture here, well, this is to give me the motivation to further pump and pump!!! for my dear kamila.

as breastmilk is the option there is!!! i need to be more focus in this relactate thing!!! be more energetic and constantly pumping by schedule..

this picture is my milk production early morning at work...yesterday..while i was fasting,was quite shocked as usually i would only get around 1 oz. yesterday, i got 2 oz. well, that's why i snapped the picture to further motivate MYSELF to keep on pumping and be focused!!!

Mother's day presents

2009-06-25T13:20:00.006+08:00

i know that mother's day is way back. but, i'm still going to paste my presents for my first mother's day celebration this year's presents.

Mugs from my elder sis

the mugs were put into this nice box.

the mugs poutside the box. nice designs

Mug from my mum (cam berpakat lak nk bg mug :))

side way view of the mug

this is supposed to be way back when the mother's day celebration was still remembered. but, i forgot about the pics , so, here are the pics that i'm supposed to put here.

cheers!!!

Kamila's picture

2009-06-21T15:41:00.001+08:00

as promised, here are a few pictures of kamila

this is in shah alam city center (sacc) in big apple donut shop

kamila with aunty didi's toy bear

kamila wants to grab the camera

more pics of kamila wanting to grab the camera

kamila playing with mineral water bottle

kamila with bottle

kamila holding baba's camera lense cap

hehehee.... keje baba nih

kamila with bear

can you see kamila's new teeth. she has two now.(left click to enlarge)

kamila likes watermelon. she finished one slice on her own.

so, that's the piccas of kamila. sorry, not in the mood of arranging back the pictures. ;)

Kamila's 9 months!!!

2009-06-18T17:06:00.000+08:00

yeay!!!!

kamila is already 9 months (oppss9 months and 2 days to be exact). she now, is able to do what most babies can do at her age. she is able to cling onto items and try to get up herself to her feet and stand on her own. quite stubborn, would like to stand all the while, while in car and see the view.

seems like my baby is growing up too fast. just remembered that she's still in my womb. now, she's already learning to have her baby steps. but, still haven't excelled in her standing yet.

she now, has two small tooth at her bottom jaw, and loves to munch on anything that she could hold.

i will try to upload her pictures more here.

Kamila allergic!!!!????

2009-06-15T13:51:00.005+08:00

well, kamila has a few red dots on her face.

i am quite worried, coz everytime she gets the spots, it took her nearly 2 weeks to get rid of the spots from her face, leaving her a small scar. (sian baby mama :( ) so, will bring her to clinic today, to check what kind of allergic reactions that she's having.

is it becoz of the haze, or cats or something else. hmmmm....what can it be!!???

Picnic at Janda Baik

2009-06-11T10:59:00.006+08:00

We went for a picnic in Janda Baik last saturday 6 June 2009. first, we went there just to survey the place that we're supposed to have our weekend holiday this coming 27 june 2009 to 28 june 2009. just to have fun before this coming puasa in august 2009.

at first going there was taking quite a while, as the highway was congested during that morning. hmmmm...maybe becoz of the upgrade they're doing to the road. only one way for going to the north. the road to the place that we're going to have our holiday is not bad as well. only one way to go and one back. the road was quite dizzy. but, the place was nice and beautiful. so, hold on to your socks!!!! here are the piccas for the journey there!!!!enjoy!!!!

picture of hubby's family eating picnic lunch. (yummy!!!!)

Kamila and baba berendam

Kamila dh berendam lama

so, excited kamila

hehehe...funny face kamila

kamila looking over her auntie and cousin (kak long dgn aleeya)

Hmmmm...sukenye buat muka masam

baba lak excited lebih2 :)

kamila sukenye berendam

amboiiiii....siap menepuk2 air tu

nice piccas of kamila and hubby

more piccas

kak long and her lil angels with pak uda's granddaughter

more piccas of kak long

sesi makan kamila plak

kamila takut2 lak nk mandi

before mandi .....dh ngantuk kamila ni

teratak pak lah, the place we're going to live for 2 days

at teratak pak lah, ibu holding kamila with cik cik beside her

hmmm...kamila menengok2 kat situ

hmmmm...bile masa lak mama nih posing

so, this is the small bridge to Teratak Pak Lah

the view from the small bridge of the river there.(Beautiful isn't it)

Kamila and nenek

so, wondering why i do not enjoy the beautiful, cool river at Janda Baik??? well, i did not bring my spare pants!!!!! , :( huhuuuu....that's why, it's mostly my hubby's picture with kamila.

so, next time, set goal to bring your spare clothes whatever, so that you can also enjoy the fun.

More about Kamila

2009-06-10T15:28:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmmmm......6 more days to go for Kamila to be 9 months old. she now have already developed much of the basic skills for babies. her progress is going well so far.

at 8 months plus, Kamila now can:

1. mumble....mam,mam....sometimes you can hear her calls mama.... :)
2. loves to giggle when her baba makes funny faces and plays with her [ hmmm...only with baba she loves to giggle a lot, not with mama :( ]
3. knows when mama & baba wants to go to office she wants to follow. (ni yg tak tahan, rase nk nangis je bile nk gi keje)
4. can sit on her own without any help.
5. can stand on her own by holding to any object.(risau gak dia jatuh)
6. is a picky eater .... likes to eat foods that's less sour
7. crawling [ni yg x tahan, suke betul merangkak jauh2, especially kat pintu, suka betul dgn pintu, ahmad albab ke ? :)]
8. can already hold items that she wants with her hands, without any help. (suke sgt pegang handphone mama dgn remote pastu baling....adoiii....ni yg x suke nih )
9.can hold two items at once with her hands.(paling suke pegang mainan masa mandi...macam rubber ducky tu)

so, this is what my kamila is currently doing right now. apa lagi ek...will update soon.

til now, cheerios...amigoes....

Birthday celebration in Shah Alam

2009-06-02T13:37:00.010+08:00

Last weekend, i celebrated my birthday with my hubby's relatives and family. i know that we're gonna celebrate it, but, i just don't know when. well, to my surprise, my hubby secretly asked his cousin to make me a birthday cake!!!!AWWWWWW!!!! Soooooo...sweet. :). so here are some pictures of me and MY birthday cake. YEAY!!!

Here's a picture of my birthday cake before putting out any candles (my sis in laws hands)

After putting on the candles

Wahhhh...still looks yummy.(before eating it)

Masa tgh tgg semua org nyanyi Hepi besday!!!

Sesi memotong cake.

Cake from side ways shot (mmmmm...yummy)

another side way shot. (mmmmm..the strawberry looks delicious :))

picture with kamila

kamila: bile la nk dpt mkn kek nihhhhhh

hai...lama lagi ke nk mkn nih.....

The cake was yummy, courtesy of my hubby's cousin, KAK LONG. you can even order from her, as she has her own business for cake making and decos, plus cuppies. you can visit her blog at D'Rezqi . (Hehehee....tolong promote). but, seriously, her cakes tastes nice as well as her cake's appearance.

so, that's all folks.

My birthday!!!

2009-05-28T11:42:00.007+08:00

yesterday was my birthday!!!yeay!!!

got "sms"es from my family and friends. thank you all!!! :)

did nothing much, just went to work as usual and went home. got present from mom, new shirt(for work..hehehe) and mom bought us dinner at johnny's in jusco, wangsa maju. thank you mak!!!

we went there around 8 pm and arrived there early. we were supposed to meet my eldest sis with her family around that time too, as her eldest is going for school tomorrow( today!!! thursday).but, we waited for her about 30 minutes to 1 hour. we ordered for her and for us as well. but, when the food arrives, mom couldn't wait as she did not had her lunch that day!!! was quite famished.

well, i too couldn't wait( hehehe....laparla.sejak bersalin makin jadi2 je makan). we started first, then my sis arrived with her new quinny with maxi cosi.(uhhh...love the quinny. bila la nk merasa ada)off topic, yup, already surveyed the quinny in internet the cost is around RM 800 above. well, couldn't afford to buy it YET....but am hoping too get it soon (fingers crossed).

well, all and all, my birthday celebration was okay. but, am going to celebrate it with hubby's family when i get back to my in laws this weekend.

a picture before the 'eating' part started

kamila nk ambil kamera baba

kamila comel tgk baba

hai, mama termenung tgg bilela kak ina nk sampai

cutie kamila

sesi makan beramai2

sesi makan beramai2 2

so, that' all folks.

see ya!!!

Alahai.... pam ku

2009-05-22T11:11:00.005+08:00

hish...hari ni x tau lak nape, pam nih, dh makin menjadinye buat hal.
sebenornye, pam nih, dh pernah, terjatuh,tapi sekali je, akibat terlupe yg kite still pakai, almaklumla, pam ni kecik senang nk di bawa ke mana2.

pastu, pam nih, mula start buat hal. makin menjadi2 dlm minggu nih. bateri dia asyik kena caj je. bukannye kejap, tp, dr 8 jam ke 24 jam. dh bkn portable la pam nih, klau asyik kena caj je. ingatkan ada masalah dgn bateri, x terletak betul2 ke. dh check mmg ok je. ntahla, apa masalah pam nih.

dua tiga hari nih, pam nih nmpk dh ok klau caj, tp bila sampai je kat opis nk pam, tetiba lak tgk bateri nih berkelip2 cam x caj lak. ape hal lak nih. dh satu hari caj, x kan la x cukup caj lg.

jgn la meragam pam oiiii.....dh la ada satu je nih. camne lak nk pam nk bg susu kat kamila nih. sian dia, dh la sekarang nih, kena tambah dgn formula. at least, dpt la gak mama bg susu mama, walaupun sikit.

minta2 la pam nih ok lik. tgh tgg dr kawan yg supply kan pam nih utk jwb lik soklan pasal pam nih. minta2 la leh tolong betulkan lik. klau x leh, nangis x berlagu.......huhuuuu.....

Eeeeeeeeeee...geramnyeeeee...

2009-05-20T16:37:00.005+08:00

Hish, geram tul hari ni.
setelah mengambil cuti selama 2 hari (isnin & selasa), masuk2 je opis, tengok2 brg kat meja dh terusik.fail2 dh di ubah.

hish, mesti ada mangkuk mana nih, yg masuk bilik. so, kengkawan kat ofis cakap ada auditor yg dtg, duduk kat bilik, siap tutup pintu lg tuh. tu yg geram tu. mentang2la external account kata leh bt audit, dia dtg camtu je.

pastu tanye lak dgn external account tu, bile masa nye bt appoint nk dtg opis nih. dia ckp dh gtau awal dh. lg satu bt bengang. eeee.....ada ke, check email, bukannye dh lama gtau hari isnin br gtau(hari cuti tu).mana la org nk tau.pastu dtg ari selasa, kan cuti lagi.dhla,org minta cuti dr minggu lepas lg.klau gtau awal2, x dela cuti hari tu.ngok.....geram tak ingat ni. rasa nk marah gila babas je ngan cina tua yg selalu menopaus tu(padahal lelaki). dhla tu,leh marah2 lak. org tanye nape, tak gtau awal2, dia kata dh gtau. pastu, ckp nape tak call, oh, leh cakap sorry lak. pastu tanye nape lak nk buat kat bilik org, dia kt cubela tlg bgtau info apa2 ke kat auditor tu. bkn x leh nk tlg, tp, byk lg fail2 P&C kat bilik nih. bukannye fail satu company je ada kat bilik ni.

tu yg bt geram lg tuh. klau ada apa2 info yg di bw keluar, camne lak. sape yg ssh? eeee....rasa nk cekik je cina tua tu.mmg la nampak sgt cina ni, baik dgn kaum dia je. dgn kaum lain, ckp baik2 pun x nk. bila nk benda ke, nk minta tlg br nk ckp elok2.

mmg aku dh angin satu badan nih. nasib la engkau jauh, klau x, x kirala engkau badan besar ke, tua ke, mmg aku sound je engko tu.sesedap rase je nk bt opis nih, cam opis engkau. x kirala, bos aku ke yg nk amik engko jd accountant, tp respectla sikit privasi opis kat sini.

note: sorila, emo sikit ari ni. x dpt dibendung lg. geram tulla.

Kamila nak tumbuh gigi

2009-05-19T13:41:00.005+08:00

anak mama dh besar dh.

sekarang nih, dia dh nk tumbuh gigi. camne leh tau ek, sebenornye, ms tgh bg dia mkn buah mangga (bg dia isap2 je), termasukla seketul beso sikit(x le beso sgt,takut dia tercekik je,kamila buat muka selambe je) so, apalagi, masukkan jari kelingking kat mulut dia,kononnye nk kuarkan la.tp, to my surprise, rs cam ada keras2 kat gusi bawah kamila. igtkan ada benda ke apa ke kat gusi dia, tp, rs2 byk kali, x gak ilang2, rupe2 nye, nk ada gigi dh anak mama.

padanla bila bg dia mkn je, dia cam gigit2 je sudu tu, rupe2nye nk tumbuh gigi. x de la meragam sgt, cume dia tu asyik nk main je. tido pun dh kurang.bila x bagi dia main, merangkak2 ke, mula la nk mengamuk. melentik2 badan dia. ble letak balik br la ok. hai, anak mama nih, dh pandai nk mengamuk.(kecik2 x pe, dh beso nnt, mama pulas telinga dia) ;).

so, excited gak la dia nk tumbuh gigi nih, lepas ni, x yah la kena blend makanan dia(hehe...cam org malas je kan). kena potong kecik2 je. cepat je besar anak mama.tp, yg x bestnye, takut dia nk test power gigi dia, kang abis semuanye kena gigit dgn dia. heee,jgnla dia gigit nipple mama dia.kang mama ngajuk x nk bg dh.

New style pictobrowse gambar kamila

2009-05-14T21:17:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-12T11:36:00.006+08:00

hi guys and gals,

well this is a bit late to wish anyone and anybody whom is a wife,mother, grandmother, etc. a very HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYS.

last sunday, me myself had a great time celebrating mother's day with my family. we had a great lunch cooked by my own hubby (thank you sayang, sedap yang masak :)). well, our celebration of mother's day includes my own mother and my sis.as we are all mother's with of course our hubby and our children.my hubby had volunteered to cook for us that day. it was a full course meal that was kinda a mixed cultural cooking, which consist of onion soup,ceaser salad with ceaser dressing, and tomato and mushroom bruscetta for appetizer.fried tempura of fish, chicken prawns,eggplant with japanese soy sauce as the main course. at first we thought of making chocolate mousse as dessert, but my mom decided to cook yam for dessert.

so, we've had quite a wonderful lunch that day. why do we have lunch and not dinner? well, coz, me and hubby (and of course kamila!) need to go back to shah alam to celebrate mother's day with my mother in law, as well as visiting hubby's relatives who came from Bentong, Pahang in Shah Alam.so, that night hubby also volunteered to cook for his mom. so, that day hubby's the only chef that cooked for us mothers.so, thank you ayang!!!!

on mother's day, i received presents from my mom and sis mugs.both of them gave me different patterns of mugs, but, i like both of them.will paste the pictures of the mugs, once i've taken it.(hehehe.....).and a present from my hubby is a wonderful lunch AND dinner. no need la a lot of presents(although it would be nice though to get presents, hehehe....) coz, i think the best present is to be able to be with my loving family.

Kamila's new skill

2009-05-07T14:41:00.008+08:00

hi friends and my family,

kamila is now a big girl, that has develope a new skill. she now can sit on her own and even slowly develops her own crawling skill. now, we can only put her down at the floor to prevent her from falling from the bed again. she even sleeps at the floor with yours truly :) (sigh!! have to lah,sian dia tido sorang2)

but, then again, these are the sacrifices that we need to give to our beloved children.

kamila buat spilt lak, nih dh reti nk duduk sendiri

sukenyeeeee, dh leh duduk sendiri.....

kamila buat split sambil main

punyela tinggi dia split, cam nk berjalan je...

terkejut ke....

hai....dh besar pun nk hisap puting ke. (br belajar hisap puting nih)

kamila merangkak kat tilam bawah

tengok baba amik gambar...

best nye leh merangkak....

so inilah, gambar2 kamila yg dh rajin sgt nk merangkak dgn buat split sendiri. dh besar dh anak mama. takut gak klau tersembam tuh,tp dh memang adat. kena la bg dia tau rs sakit dgn berjalan sendiri.x leh nk jg je 24 jam.

Grandmother passed away

2009-05-06T10:35:00.004+08:00

dear friends,

my grandmother whom is my mother's mother, passed away on saturday, 2 May 2009 at around 9.15pm. when i received the news, i was shocked to hear it. mother was already there as she went to kelantan on friday,1st may. i was with my family at my mother in law's house in shah alam. we went back to KL on the same day at night, and decided to leave the day after at around 5 am. the journey back to kelantan was taking us around 6 hours to arrive there, as there were not many cars. maybe coz it was not a public holiday.

we arrived around 12 something.my grandmother has already been cleaned and put on the kafan. we arrive there just in time before zohor. as they were going to bury her after zohor. my mother were crying and was feeling happy at the same time, coz she was there when my grandmother was breathing at her last moment.

nearly all of her family was there. we stayed there for only 2 days, as we need to go back and return to work(as there were a lot of things to settle). but, we will be praying for her anywhere.

note: the feeling of losing someone that we care is unbearable and undescribable.

Kamila @ KLCC

2009-04-29T15:46:00.011+08:00

haaaaa...hari ahad lepas 26 april...kamila bersiap2 nk pegi KLCC. first time dia nk pegi KLCC nih. mama lak kena siapkan dia nk pegi KLCC.

time nih, kamila tengah mandi.baba lak nk amik gambar.

ni baba panggil,kamila pusing belakang. muka mama sipi2 je.x pakai tudung. kena tutup aurat la..so, x nampakla detail yek.

muka pas mandi dah pakai baju yg umi bagi.macam-macam ada. :). ni special sikit, muka masam. tgh testing macam2 expression la nih.

ni tgh nk kacau baba amik gambar. sempatla snap gambar dia.

apala, kata nk gi KLCC, asyik amik gambar je......

cepatla baba, dh tak sabar nk gi KLCC nih....

akhirnye, sampai gak ke KLCC. tujuan nk gi ke situ, sbb baba nk recce tempat, mandarain oriental utk function kat situ. ada job photography esoknye, hari isnin. so, gambar2 yg diambil kat dlm KLCC byk yg berdekatan dgn pintu keluar ke mandarin oriental.

masa jln2 tuh, ada hall yg penuh dgn gambar2 artis yg diambil utk majalah oleh photographer melayu.so, bergambar kat situ. tak jumpa artis amik gambar artis pun jadila.... :)

kamila tengah rs ngantuk nih, posing kat sebelah deanna yusoff(model)

posing sebelah wan zaleha radzi. baba panggil,kamila tgk, snap...amik gambar

amy mastura....kamila tgh blur nih

sambil berjalan masuk ke KLCC..dari mandarin oriental

gambar vanida imran....

saje je posing kat sebelah ni.nk bt iklan lak....hehehh...

kamila dh start lapar nih...

makan time!!!! bawa kamila makan kat KFC. ramainye org....

kamila dh mengamuk. lepas makan, apalagi tido la....

masa kat KFC tu, kamila mengamuk lak nk tido. so, mama nye tgh makan, sambil baba pegang dulu.pastu, baba lak makan.mama pegang kamila plak pas makan, dia ngamuk2. baba lak amik lepas tu.

kamila sambil baba amik tu meronta2, pastu tertendangla ayam baba. abis jatuh ke bawah.so, baba x dpt la makan ayam KFC. siannnnn... baba. tp, nasib baikla dh belikan dia kolonel burger.x la kebulur sgt. (ye ke yang...sorry)

apa2 pun first time kamila gi KLCC, dia excited campur dgn ngantuk. so, dia tertido kat KLCC masa mama gi semayang zohor kat surau di KLCC.

how to start wearing CD

2009-04-28T09:23:00.010+08:00

this is actually to answer a friend that asked me how to wear CD. wearing CD is not a difficult thing to start, but first you have to have enough RM, to buy CD's that you think is affordable, effective and is according to your taste (that means the pattern or design of the CD).

a CD's worth depends on the brand and materials used for the making of the CD. there is also an organic CD which will eventually be torned or worned out. (but, hey! nothing is forever).at least it will last according to your way of usage,washing methods and washing detergents. (fact: washing detergents with bleaching factors, whitening and enzymes will affect the durability of a CD, i.e will make the CD less durable coz the factors above will make the CD easier to be torned)

firstly, wearing a CD needs to have the mindsetting from YOU yourself whether you are really determined to change to cloth diapers or not. you need to know whether you are capable of handling all the problems and questions regarding to wearing cloth diaper.

next, you need the support of the people surrounding you.e.g your hubby,mother,babysitter,etc.(the ones that are going to help change the diaper when you're not around,ahem ahem..:))

then, the next thing to do is to find the best resource for the best CD that YOU can afford to buy and feel easy to handle. there are more than one type of CD to choose from, so be sure that you know which one that suits you and your babysitter. there are some online shops that i've already put in my blog, you can search it there at you right hand side which categorizes as the window shopping/shopping list. right now i'm using one size pocket diaper, which can be adjusted to 3 sizes, which are for S,M and L. it can be used for baby up til 13 kg (but, also depends on the size of you baby's thigh). currently, there's a new pattern of cloth diaper which is AI2 which means all in two. the Ai2 has the same concept as AIO, but better, where the insert can be removed and replaced with new ones within seconds. the outer piece can be reused around 2 to 3 times before taking it to the washing machine. which means that less washing and cheaper. for instance you can check out the example of an Ai2 at this page

basically, you need to have some budgets that you think you can afford to buy and read and think of the advantages and cons of the types of cloth diapers that you've known.

Cloth diaper facts

2009-04-27T23:00:00.008+08:00

some of us would like to know,why use cloth diaper? why is it better than dispo diapers?

well, for instance it is from cloth, so most of us already know how to use it right? we just wash our cloth when its stained right? so, cloth diaper is just the same concept as our clothing but the difference IS its for our baby's bum :). so why use cloth diaper, the reasons are elaborated below:

1. It is safe/healthy - dispo diapers (DD) have been proven to contain chemicals, paper, plastic, and have been reported to cause allergic reactions among other serious health problems.

2. comfortable - CD (cloth diaper) uses breathable fabrics, and also colorful fabrics that is nice to hold and see by mommies and also babies.

3. money worthy - ok, i admit, that 1 CD, the cheapest, would cost around RM35 to RM 50(this is for the cheapest rate).but, in the long run, if you guys could calculate it, it would be more effective and cost you less than what you have to pay for monthly use of DD. for example, if you use a regular DD which costs around RM 38 with 80 pieces of DD,if your child uses around 6 pieces of DD yeah,you guess it. its around Rm 2.90 per day. if you count for per month, its RM 87. this is only for a month. if we count it for a year, its RM1,044. in the long run you have already wasted a lot, coz you're throwing away your money. but, if you use CD, you're going to save. coz, you'll not throw away the CD. you'll reuse it over and over again (until its torn, :)) AND.....you'll even save more, as you wouldn't need to buy any rash/diaper cream for your baby's bum, as using CD would normally not give any effect to your baby's bum i.e its breathable, no chemical present, etc.

4. save environment - you save the environment from not throwing a lot of wastes. DD is hard to dispose of, coz its not biodegradable (is my spelling right?). therefore, you'll even save the earth.studies have shown that we throw away around millions of dispo diapers.

5. easy to use - using CD is the same concept as DD. but, you'll be saving the environment and money by using CD. there are so many types of CD being sold out there (will eloborate further, in my next post) some of it are AIO's AI2 , etc. The CD used will need to be dispose of the poo poo and pee of child, just by throwing away the poo in the toliet bowl and rinsing off the insert with water.its easy to use in any lifestyle, coz, there are CDs that has the exact same features as DD but, using cloth.

6. ease of mind - mothers(and fathers) would feel much more happier, as they would not be 'investing' more into buying DD's for their children and would know that their child is having the best for their health(no chemicals involve)

7.potty training easier- potty training for your children would be much more easier, as CD will need to be changed more frequently as compared to DD's. this makes your child feel uncomfortable when they feel the damped cloth at their bum's and would automatically ask you to change it!! so, this makes it easier for you to train you lil ones early.

so, haven't i made it clear for you mommies, daddies(is there a word for this, :)) and going to be mum and dads that CD's are next best thing that you could provide for your child. don't think about the cost. i'm sure all of us can manage our own money, just think about the benefits that we could achieve in the long run and giving the best to our child is what it counts.

GOOD LUCK!!!!

A day for myself

2009-04-25T15:44:00.005+08:00

well, not really a day for myself its only for a few hours. today, i went to a bio career 2009 fair at KLCC(KL Convention Centre). we were informed by our father to go there, coz he thought that they were having a career fair there. so, we prepared our resumes and try to look our best.(not really, heheeeee...) so, we went there by LRT and arrived there at around 20 minutes.

as we arrived at the convention centre, we had to register and saw only a few people were there and also some school groups. we went in the exhibition hall and, to our surprise, that there were only some booths opened and were not actually opening for a career that we've had in mind.

we are looking for a job that offers us admin and accounts position, but most of the jobs that they offered are only for HR , sales ,marketing, R&D and other laboratory positions. as we knew that our qualification won't fit into these positions, we were quite disapointed with the fair. but, at least we've tried to survey the fair. we only found one booth from jobstreet, but, we knew that we are able to find jobs online.

so, we went home disapointed. and have to wait for my brother in law to come and pick us up. but, before that we need to wait him near his office which is nearby the pavillion,KL. so, both of us walked from KLCC to pavillion. we went to have a drink a pavillion and waited for him there.

there,we talked for quite sometime. we talked about married life, our family and children.it's nice to be able to do that. it's nice to have my own free time, my own space to relax and enjoy life.

i do feel rejoiced and felt quite happy. so, ayang, you know what to do la after this ( jomla kita gi tengok wayang (wink:wink)

cerita lawak dan lucu

2009-04-17T15:20:00.006+08:00

hai geng,

masa tengok blog2 kawan2 yg lain, terjumpala blog nih. memang kelakar gila.ketawa terbahak2 .heheeee.... disebabkan dh rase boring dgn tension sikit, pegi la melawat blog nih. memang release lah sikit tension nih. u guys should try this blog. lawak gila......

selamat melawat blog nih koleksi cerita lucu

selamat bergelak ketawa......

Breastfeed mothers cepat laparr...

2009-04-17T12:28:00.003+08:00

memangla tersangat setuju dgn tajuk di atas, memang breastfeed mothers akan cepat lapar...contohnye, seperti myself. tak di nafikan, memang klau selepas breastfeed atau pun pam, mmg terasala haus sesgt, and lapar pun leh tahan gak.

sampai cik abang pun tegur. kita makan lebih banyak dari dia. heheheh...... .

so, hari nih, terjumpala satu thread kat dalam susuibu.com satu website khas utk malaysian food calorie guide. nih, utk mengira berapa kalori pemakanan kita setiap hari. klau nk makan dengan sihat and maintain kurus. (ni bagus nih, leh cube utk turunkan berat ni )

so, inilah dia website yg ditunggu2 (ye ke ada org tunggu nih? ) takpela hantam sajalah....

cekodok.com.

so,sila2 la,dtg menjenguk ke website nih. you'll be surprised at how much calories you've been eating all this while.

cheers...

Why i want my children to be breastfeed (from a father's point of view)

2009-04-16T17:06:00.011+08:00

kepada yg menjadi bapa, 'father to be' and yg bakal ingin berkahwin, ini adalah from a father's point of view yg bersungguh2 utk nk anak2nye di breastfeed kan. artikel ini bagus utk dijadikan panduan dan juga pedoman.

WHY WOULD I WANT MY CHILDREN TO BE BREASTFED

They come in different sizes and shapes; creating quite a stir for some men but they actually serve the most important function to human being that is to breastfeed babies and if possible toddlers. Nowadays, they are more seen in magazines and television promoting any kind of merchandising including cars,perfume and more that people forget the whole purpose of them. People sometimes refuse to call them their real name but prefer to use their nicknames such as tits, boobs, etc.

I thought this was the time that we, men should realize the real purpose and potential of them and acknowledge women by recognizing them by their faces rather than their assets. Although ‘they’ can look very delicious during breastfeeding.

When my wife got pregnant for the first time, I knew I was going to ask her to fullybreastfeed our child. I am lactose intolerant. The smell and the sight of artificial milk can easily make my stomach upset. I do not want my children to even have a sip of those artificial milk. I read a lot about the goodness of breastfeeding and have experienced most of it if not all.

Let me share with you the advantages of being a dad to breastfed children

• Breast-feeding helps women get back to their pre-pregnancy state. It contracts the uterus and helps to expedite the healing process after delivery.Advantage to dad; within one to two weeks my wife was already well enough to cook for the family and look after all of us. Save money for eating out.

• Breastfeeding helps women to lose weight faster. Yes, less money to spend on slimming products or classes or treatment.

• The babes sucking, vital for the production of milk stimulates the release of milky hormones, prolactin and oxytocin. These hormones also help a woman relax. Therefore less arguing and confrontation with me. Some argue that its psychology thinking, but still, to me it means a lot.

• One very IMPORTANT fact for working dads or maybe for some who is being controlled by the queen. We don’t have to wake up at night to prepare milk.Mom’s supply is ready anytime. And while they are at it, they can simply continue changing the baby’s diapers as well. I’m sure most of us men will gladly agree.

• Traveling is easy. No need to bring all the bottles and milk. As long as we bring the ‘queen’ along, we will be hassle free. We only have to worry about those pesky diapers bag.

• We can save a lot of time and money on buying artificial milk. Breast milk is free. To some, it doesn’t seem to bother a lot, but try think about the free timethat you can have by not going to the store every now and then to get those artificial milk, and imagine if you accidentally got the wrong milk instead! I’m sure most of us have faced the wrath of the queen.

• A breast fed child will be less likely to suffer from asthma, eczema and a whole host of other little goodies; saving yet more money, this time on medical bills. More money for us to buy our toys

• Breastfeeding satisfies baby's emotional needs. All babies need to be hold regularly. It is much easier to console a crying baby with breastfeeding. Less crying means less emotional pressure for moms and dads and more time for us to spend reading the newspaper.

As you can begin to see and appreciate, anything to do with the breasts shouldn't be rushed or underestimated.

Breast-feeding isn't just about feeding babies. Breastfeeding should be a normal picture to our society at any time,anywhere. A baby sucking is an urge of great magnitude, rather like you. Babies need to suck.

With breastfeeding babies expend energy; derive comfort,security, love and warmth. It's their first social exchange. It exercises their jaw and aids the growth of teeth. Demand feeding as we call it in the trade, is instinctive and shouldn't be messed with.

We should promote this fact and be in tune with it. Sadly this is a lost art.One controversial issue with men and breastfeeding is feeding in public.Husbands should not be ashamed of their wives who opt for publicbreastfeeding (although I can get very fiery when someone tries to look closer).They know what they are doing. Do not aspect your wife to breastfeed yourchild in the restroom.

Would you like to have your lunch or snack in the toilet? Ifyou are ok with it, then there must be something wrong with you. There are a lotof ways to actually breastfeed discreetly. In the market right now, we have plenty of choices of nursing clothes. There are also ways to cover their assets and women usually know about it.

And guys ...please mind your eyesight; the mother is trying to feed her baby. You can have plenty of time at home.Nature at it's best and most beautiful. Breast-feeding for many women is a passionate affair. Place this somewhere safe in your mind and when the time comes to share your life with the woman you adore and you both decide to have children, give her all the encouragement you can. She'll love you even more for it.

Passionately, together you can watch your child grow, oh and her breasts too..........Breasts are beautiful; they also produce milk, the best pre-packed conveniencefood out there, now that's an advertisement well worth remembering...Reference:1. Hey Guys! More than a Cracking Pair, Tee Ashford.

Relactation story

2009-04-15T15:47:00.011+08:00

artikel nih, dicilok dr website susuibu.com. ini adalah penyuntik semangat utk myself(and to others yg maybe into breastfeeding). hope this will give u gals hope that we can breastfeed and we can do it. yes!!!! we can do it. where there's a will there's a way. nk seribu daya tak nak seribu dalih. as long as kita ada NEKAD dan TEKAD, insya allah akan berjaya.(kata2 nih, semangat utk myself juga).

even she (shelle) can give her breastmilk through expressing!!!

not necessarily through breastfeed only. so, gals, please be mentally and physically strong to block any comments or saying that we would not be able to breastfeed our own baby. BE STRONG. we can and we WILL do it!!!!

Hi Liss
Just wanted to drop you a line to tell you that I relactated 8 months after stopping. It can be done and this is my story ... *very breifly, of course*

When my son was born nearly five years ago, I was determined to breastfeed. Always wanted to... and always knew that was the way in which all my children would be feed. After I gave birth (3 days later), I tore all the muscles up the back of my spine and through my left arm.. (unrelated to the birth, just a freak thing that happened).

This accident left me with a frozen left arm, hense leading to great difficulty in latching my son on the opposite breast, my right one. This in turn, lead to me getting a massive crack in the right nipple. As I could not correct the latch (due to the frozen arm and mass amounts of pain) the crack never healed and contined to bleed and expel green puss at every feed. Four weeks later, mastitis set in. The doctor's believed that infection had found it's way into my nipple through the crack, and burrowed deep into my breast tissue. For 7 days I took oral antibiotics to no avail, then the doctor sent me to hospital for IV antibiotics and heat ultrasound techniques on the affected breast. Another 5 days passed before they sent me to have an ultrasound, as my mastitis wouldn't clear. Turns out I had an abscess the size of a tennis ball under the areola and was prepped for immediate surgery.

I was later informed that the abscess was so infected and severe, that I would be dead if it wasn't for the anibiotics and removal. Afterwards, I had a massive hole in my breast, that could not be stitched up, as it would cause my breast to collapse. So instead, I was packed with 2 and a half metres of gauze, that was removed and re-packed everyday.. (without pain medication I must add! ) Needless to say, the doctor cut half my milk ducts to reach the abscess and due to the packing and re-packing of gauze, I couldn't put my son to feed on that side and my milk dried up. I kept feeding from the other breast and topping up with formula...

Of course, I looked very lopsided as my left breat grew to twice the size of the right one! After four months, my son flat out refused to nurse anymore and my breatfeeding days were over... At first I was okay with this, as everything was such a mission anyway, but as the months passed, I grew bitter and resentful. I blamed the medical profession for allowing this to happen and was angry that no one would support me when all this was happening. I even remember a lactation consultant telling me in hospital... "Wow, you have been through a lot. Maybe it would be best if you just cut your losses and quit" I was blown away by this! She should have been the one rooting for me!

Anyway, as time passed I became quite depressed everytime I made a bottle of formula and decided I wanted to breastfeed again. I read some books, checked out the net and decided to give it a go! I hired a hospital grade breast pump (from my local chemist for 6 weeks), pumped every 3 hours during the day and twice at night, and this is what happened over the six weeks...

Week 1 - After pumping for this week, I noticed My breasts felt 'sweaty' and alittle damp. No milk though.

Week 2 - Seen a drop appear during each pumping session. The drop never fell or dripped down, but it did form. The drop was fairly clear too .. similiar to colostrum.

Week 3 - Several drops are forming, and breasts are starting to feel more full and heavier.

Week 4 - Drops are starting to fall during pumping and even noticed wet patch on bra.

Week 5 - Drops are now flowing slowly, milk is now white in colour (no longer clear), breasts are very heavy and are definitly slightly 'leaking' between pumping sessions.

Week 6 - Sprays appeared during pumping and let-downs became apparent.

After this, I purchased an Ameda Yours Purely Double Breast Pump and continued pumping on the same schedule. Obviously my son didn't physically 'breastfeed' as he was nearly 12 months old and wasn't interested anymore, so I just pumped my milk and bottlefed him. This whole story might seem silly and time consuming to some people, but since I was becoming so depressed and obsessed with the whole situation,

I knew that this was the only solution to my feeling okay with what happened to me. Turns out I was right. I kept pumping and bottlefeeding for the next 12 months and weaned my son off the 'breast' (AKA - the pump) just after his second birthday... You can do it Liss and I wish you all the best.Shelle__________________

*Tandem Breastfeeding a 2 year old and 1 year old... Life is Beautiful!
*Me: 28
DH: 37
# 1: 7 Years (Boy) June 2000
# 2: 2 Years (Girl) April 2005

Gambar untuk nenek dari Kamila

2009-04-14T23:04:00.010+08:00

Gambar2 nih, diambil hari nih, selepas isyak. gambar2 nih, tujuannye utk ibu mertua ku. besday nye esok. hubby ku dh antar email utk wish besday pada ibunye.

kamila tengah syok posing. mama tengah pegang dia. abaikan mama kat belakang tuh ye.~~(tengah serabai tuh)~~

kamila duduk, ni tengah pandang mama yg kononnye nk suruh kamila senyum.

aaahhh, bestnye sandar, penatla posing.;)

apa asyik suruh org 'posing2' nih, org nk sandar pun tak leh ke..

best nih, tepuk2 perut

TO IBU,

Happy birthday!!! semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan semoga sentiasa sihat .

......................dari hana,ait & kamila...............................

Blog 'walking'

2009-04-14T10:34:00.006+08:00

hari nih, saje je nk survey mana2 blog yg menarik. terjumpala satu blog nih yg ada menunjukkan hari2 utk potong kuku. so, guys baca and jadikanla panduan,ok.

RASULULLAH S.A.W BERSABDA YANG ERTINYA: Barang siapa yang mengerat kukunya pada ;

Hari Sabtu : Nescaya keluar dari dalam tubuhnya ubat dan masuk kepadanya penyakit

Hari Ahad : Nescaya keluar daripadanya kekayaan dan masuk kemiskinan

Hari Isnin : Nescaya keluar daripadanya gila dan masuk sihat

Hari Selasa : Nescaya keluar daripadanya sihat dan masuk penyakit

Hari Rabu : Nescaya keluar daripadanya was-was dan masuk kepadanya kepapaan

Hari Khamis : Nescaya keluar daripadanya gila dan masuk kepadanya sembuh dari penyakit

Hari Jumaat : Nescaya keluar dosa-dosanya seperti pada hari dilahirkan oleh ibunya dan masuk kepadanya rahmat daripada Allah Taala

Jadi, kerat kuku bukan sebarang kerat tapi ada kaedahnya.Walaupun ia hanya kuku tapi ia adalah sebahagian dari badan kita yang perlu kita hormati.Misalnya, kerat kuku ada adabnya selain ikut hari, kita juga perlu buang kuku tu pada tempat yang tidak kotor sebagaimana yang diajar, eloklah buang ke tanah kerana kita juga adalah unsur tanah, Bukannya tong sampah sekalipun tong sampah tu bersih.

Lagi satu, mulakan kerat kuku tu mulai dengan Bismillah dan selawat Nabi dan kerat start jari telunjuk sebelah kanan sampai habis tangan kanan, kemudian jari kelingking sebelah kiri sampai ibu jari tangan kiri dan last sekali ibu jari tangan kanan.

Kalau kaki pula, start dengan jari kelingking kaki kanan sampai kelingking kaki kiri.Itulah sunnah yang paling kuat dipegang selama ini walaupun ada banyak khilafnya.Wallahu’alam. Begitu indahnya Islam, sampai kerat kuku pun diajarnya.Apatah lagi perkara yang lebih besar dari itu.

Kamila at Wendy's

2009-04-12T22:14:00.009+08:00

hari nih, kitaorg anak beranak pergi ke Wendy's utk nk try makanan di situ. menu dia memang menarik. walaupun hari nih ujan lebat.KL dh lama tak ujan lama camni.

datang ke Wendy's nih, sebab baru lepas pegi ke PWTC.saje je nk tengok2 home fair situ.

lepas tu tak tau nk pegi mana, rasa2 nk cuba Wendy's. So,Wendy's yg terdekat ada kat Jalan Sultan Ismail.

Menunya ok, price nye ok gak. cam price Burger King. Makanannya, ada kureng siktla. tapi, at least ktaorg cube tuh taula sedap ke tak. cume taste setiap org lain. mungkin ada yg suke kot Wendy's nih. entahlah.

masa kat Wendy's nih, kena acara makan bergilir2 :). yela dh ada anak, kenala sorang makan, sorang jaga.

Masa kat Wendy's punyela bising mulut anak mama, cam nk bercakap je. pastu, meragam lak. rupe2 nye dh penat nk tido. yela kuar dr kul 3 lebih, berjalan2.

Gambar Kamila dgn mama ada ambil kat Wendy's.

Kamila baru tido kat bahu mama,pas bawa gi jalan2 sikit. tengah ujan lebat nih, tu yg sedap tido.

saje je posing kat sebelah makanan tuh, nk menunjuk siket.kitaorg dh makan kat Wendy's.:P

Mama kena pegang kepala Kamila, dia melentok lembik.ngantuk sangat, sian dia.

Pas sesi makan dgn bergambar, rasa nk balik lak. tapi, masa tuh, hujan makin lebat. so, terpaksala baba amik keta. sian baba kena ujan.

so, okla sesi bercerita ari nih, nanti senang2 dtgla lagi. :)

KEEP IN TOUCH ,Okey!!!!

BYE,BYE....

Mim kahwin

2009-04-12T08:28:00.009+08:00

salam semua,

wah, mim memang nampak happy je semalam. ramai kengkawan yg dtg yek. sorryla pada semua kengkawan dca yg dtg. tak sempat jumpa. semlm baby meragam, tak cukup tido. pastu dh tido dia bangun lapar lak.so, kenala bg makan dgn susu. so, yang dpt jumpa, hanyalah beberapa kerat je kawan2. sempatla gak jumpa tini, sheila dgn ayu.

cik mim plak, oppsss...puan mim, sibuk melayan kengkawan dgn tetamu.tapi, apa pun tahniahla pada mim and suami ye.faiz tak dpt dtg. sorryla ye. dia kena keje. maklumla wedding photographer. ( cewah...cam promote lak,:-)).

ni nk marah mim sikitla, map yg awak bagi tuh, tak berapa completela. nasib baik tak sesat semalam(walaupun masuk jam). tapi, bila nk dekat sampai tuh, terbabas la gak. bagila address betul2. nasib la pandai cari jalan.(jangan mare ye...)

p/s: tak dapat ambik gambar.lupe bawa kamera. kameraman pun tak dtg. :(

ok, cau cincau...

MY BLOG NEW FACE

2009-04-11T09:22:00.011+08:00

hari nih, blogku telah pun bertukar wajah. hehe... dapat tukar template lepas tengok kat you tube.senang aje. let me teach you,k (cewah, macam pandai je,hehe....)ni utk sesape yg tak tau lagi ye.sesape yg dah tau, layan jela....

cara2 nye:

1. pergi ke mana2 website yg ada free templates. i went to both of this website.

(prefer this one, lagi best oooo...)

2. pilih templates yg berkenan di hati
3. copy html
4. pergi ke layout
5. edit html, dan masukkan template yg telah di copy tadi ke edit template.
6. preview dulu,klau tak berkenan template tadi, just pergi balik ke webpage yg ada free template, dan mula langkah 1st tadi.

selamat mencuba......

CD-ing for Kamila

2009-04-09T16:37:00.013+08:00

Excited rasenye. Baru je dpt CD brand coolababy dr Kak Liza, beli online dr kedainye Sweet Gummy Smile. beli 2 je. baru nk berjinak2 dgn cloth diaper nih. belum cuba lagi. tak basuh lagi. lagipun kena basuh 3 kali, baru 'absorbtion rate' dia lagi bagus. Coolababy nih antara brand CD yg murah je. beli CD nih pun murah (murah ke..) dalam RM36 sehelai dengan 2 insert. dapat harga ni pun sebab ada sale.

brand coolababy buatan dari china

pandangan dari atas dan CD yg telah dibuka

beli 2 warna(merah dan ungu)

pandangan CD dari belah dalam dgn 2 insert

memang tak sabar2 lagi nk bagi kamila pakai. dh siap basuh dh pagi nih. tapi kena basuh lagi 2 kali.

lepas nih, baba kena bagi mama banyak duit lagila nk beli CD (cloth diaper) utk kamila. hehehe...kita korek duit baba sama2 ye kamila. :)

sambil2 updatekan posting, ada gak masa nk membelek2 internet nk cari lagi macam2 kedai yg jual CD nih online. ada macam2 jenis CD nih, ada fitted, prefold, pocket, AIO, AIO2 dan macam2 lagi.

bak kata iklan ASTRO... macam-macam ada...

CD nih bagus. bagus macam mana, bagus dari segi kewangan, environment dan utk anak kita sekali. leh tengok kebaikan CD nih kat website nih ye.http://www.diyaluna.com/CD_byLunatots.pdf

kedai2 online yg jual CD ni pun ada banyak kat malaysia nih, antara yg dh jumpa la:

1.Freshbots.com
2.Ezmotherhood.com
3.Miabambina
4.BabytotsandMom
4.Nice cloth diaper

dan ada lagi website2 yg jual CD nih. memangla mula2 rasa mahalnya...satu CD yg paling murah pun yg jumpa kat online dalam harga RM20. tapi, kalau pikir2 balik, kalau beli disposable diaper, katalah yg agak murah dalam RM30 adala dlm 80 keping. kalau nk kira2 dalam RM0.375 sekeping. senang kira dalam RM0.38 sekeping. cuba renung kan,kita beli DD (disposable diaper la) nih, lepas pakai kita buang.so, kiranya kita buangla RM0.38 tu setiap kali pakai. kan buang duit tuh. bukan nak berkira sangat, tapi, kalau ada alternatif yg lebih bagus takkan tak nak lak.

okla dah banyak lak celoteh dlm posting nih. nanti bila senang tambah lagi kebaikan CD nih ye.

cau cincau..... TO BE CONTINUED ......hehehe... saje bagi suspen.

my journey in breastfeeding

2009-04-07T11:56:00.010+08:00

pengalaman dlm memberikan susu utk anak tersayang mulanya, mmg sesuatu yg ku ingat mudah dan akan menjadi natural utk ibu2 yg bersalin.tapi, sebenarnya, mmg agak sukar.

kesilapan pertama selepas bersalin, di mana ibu2 digalakkan utk menyusu bayi waktu sejam yg pertama utk menggelakkan dr kematian dn beberapa faktor lg, tidak ku lakukan. mmg ms tu, tak tau menahu pun ttg statement ni. selepas bersalin, bb tak diberikan kpd ku utk menyusu.mmg tak tahu menahu pun yg kena terus menyusu selepas bersalin.mmg kurang ilmu.

sepanjang duduk di hospital selama 3 hari, susu ku tak keluar. hanya ada macam air je yg keluar. masa tu, cetek pengetahuan, jadi ingat kan normal, kalau bb kena minum formula.doktor plak tak lak cakap yg susu ibu lebih baik. mmg menyesal klau teringat balik. sepatutnye bg bb stimulate, kena suruh gak menyusu. doktor pulak tak cakap apa2 pun. tak lak promote breastfeeding.

nk jadi cerita, masa lepas keluar hospital, bb tak reti latching betul2. so, mmg tiap kali bg susu, sakit. bb lak setiap kali menyusu lama, dlm sejam ke 2 jam, tapi, mesti tak kenyang2. asyik menangis je. time tu, dh start rs fed up.letih,rs depressed pun ada.sakit belakang tak terkatala. time mlm2,mesti bb mengamuk, mcm asyik tak cukup je minum. bila dh asyik menangis org lain pulak cakap tak cukup susu, so kesilapan kedua pula berlaku, bila bg susu formula. sbb tiap kali bg formula, bb mmg boleh tido lena.mungkin sebab dh terlalu kenyang.bila baca balik forum2 susuibu.com, susu formula mmg leh buat bb kenyang lebih lama, sbb susah nk hadam and bb lambat lapar.

so, itula yg terjadi sepanjang tempoh pantang. nk dikatakan setiap mlm asyik bg formula saja, sbb dh terlalu letih, bb asyik berkepit sj. rupa2nya bila dh jumpa si.com dgn membaca pengalaman and maklumat2, barula tau yg bb tengah growth spurt. lepas tu, cuba utk nk bg susuibu pada anak. beli pump, bg bb direct ,jumpa lactation consultant.tapi, entahla, masa tu mungkin determination utk menyusu ada, tapi, kekuatan dan ilmu utk nk pam x de. jadi, susu memang tak byk yg keluar.

sekarang, setelah meng'explore' dan membaca lebih lagi susuibu.com, barula mendapat inspirasi dan keinginan utk cuba lebih rajin utk pam bg susuibu pada 'kamila'. mama sayang kamila.mama nk cuba yg terbaik utk anak mama.lepas ni, mama nk cuba pam lebih rajin lagi.

ku dpt inspirasi utk pam drp seorg forumer susuibu.com gak "cik hayatie". selalu tengok blognye and buat panduan dr situ, ini blognye My 'xclusively xpressing' .

mmg sgt berharap dpt hasilkan susu yg byk utk kamila, walaupun sekarang dia dh nk masuk 7 bulan 16 sept nanti. tapi, walaupun dia dh nk masuk 7 bulan, and if susu ana masih ada, ana nk juga provide dia susu ana. insya allah klau niat baik and ada TEKAD & NEKAD,mesti boleh. chaiyok,chaiyok....... TUHAN MAHA BERKUASA. AMIN......

outing di putrajaya

2009-04-06T14:30:00.008+08:00

gambar masa baring, tengah tengok cik cik

semalam,

first day bawa kamila pegi jalan2 ke putrajaya dengan hubby and adik bongsu hubby (cik cik - pak cik kecik). seronok betul dia keluar. tengok pemandangan. excited je nampak.mula2 bawa gi jalan2 amcorp mall, makan2, pastu baru pegi putrajaya. memang terlelap2 gak la dlm keta, masa on the way gi putrajaya. sian dia.penat nampaknya.sampai ke putrajaya, nampak syok gila je.sampai tak teringatla nk minum susu.mula2 pegi ke dataran dengan masjid putrajaya, sebab panas, tak jadi tunggu lama, lagipun nk mencari tempat untuk pergi solat. pegila ke taman warisan putrajaya. solat disitu.kamila plak tak menyusu sampai 5 ke 6 jam.memang risaula gak.tapi, tengok dia ok je. bila sampai kat dataran opposite dewan kehakiman, barula meragam nk susu.banyak gambar2 yg diambil kat bawah, di dataran hadapan dewan kehakiman.

time ni tengah bagi dia baring.seronok kena sakat dengan cik ciknye.

tengah ber'posing' baba dia panggil.

ambil gambar di dataran opposite dengan dewan kehakiman di putrajaya.kat sini memang ramai yg dtg beriadah dengan family

bergambar bersama kamila

hehehe...kamila dah pandai duduk, tapi tak berapa balance lagi. ni pun risau gak tinggal dia . kejap je bagi dia duduk.takut dia jatuh ( tengah tunggu kat sebelah,tak berani tinggal)

mama pun 'posing' sekali. kamila tengah gelak cik cik main2 sakat dia. ternampakla tembam mama dgn kamila sekali.:)

kat bawah ni ada beberapa gambar lagi yg diambil.

kamila meniarap

mama pegang kamila

mama lambai kat baba

kamila tengah tengok cik cik nya,mama yg tengok kamera :)

Kamila Jatuh

2009-04-03T13:56:00.005+08:00

Sedih betul..
semalam benda yg selalunye ana and hubby risau is that kamila jatuh, telah pun terjadi. konon semalam nk ganti pose yg dh lama tertangguh, 15 hari tuh, mampus nk ganti nanti kalau tunggu lambat2.

nak jadi cerita, semalam masa turun bawah makan sahur tinggal baby kat katil dengan letak la bantal kat sekeliling. bila masa nk naik tangga je, dh dgr bunyi cam benda jatuh. pastu dgr cam ada org lari. tengok2 dlm bilik, dgr hubby angkat kamila, tengah nangis teresak2.baru jatuh.

sebelum nih, mmg ramai yg dah pesan jaga elok2 anak tu.mmg ingat insya allah okla.sian dia . menangis teruk.cian baby mama. mmg rasa nk menangis sekali. terus terkejut baby mama.habis lebam kat kepala anak mama. oleh kerana risau sgt, sampai tak keje semlm. nk tengok progress kamila macam mana. takut dia muntah2 ke pengsan ke. hubby sampai ingat nk pegi keje lambat nk bawa baby gi jumpa paed pagi2 lagi.tapi, call kat klinik, paed lak dtg petang. so, kena gi keje dulu sebelum gi jumpa paed. hubby pun rasa cam tak nak gi keje. nasib la bos baik, bagi keje half day. emergency leave.

so, alhamdulillah tengok kamila ok. tapi, mmg asyik nak berkepit je dgn ana. sampai tido pun nk ana tido kan. sampai mama dia tido skali. bila tinggal dia cepat2 bangun. memang nk manja je, nak berkepit je.

semalam birthday adik hubby. gi balik shah alam malam tuh selepas buka pose(hehe..pose, tetap pose gak walaupun risau).sambut dgn dia kat A&W kat PJ belakang Amcorp Mall.tapi sian kamila, ngantuk2. balik umah, lepas smayang, terus nk tidokan kamila.mmg terasa penat. sian dia memang dia ngantuk betul.

sorry baby, sian dia jatuh ye..nanti kita tido bawah jela k.

Support Group Meeting (29 Mac 2009)

2009-03-31T11:33:00.019+08:00

untuk support group meeting hari tu, ada beberapa gambar yg telah pun diambil oleh hubby ku yg tersayang. thank you yang. hari ni, baru nk updatekan beberapa gambar.nasib baikla bawa ayang sekali, leh jaga kamila. ari tu, kamila meragam sikit. sebab panas, lapar dgn mengantuk. nasib baik la bw spare baju dgn bawa makanan dia. disebabkan tema warna biru, so anak beranakla pakai baju warna biru.

ni baju masa dtg group discussion, dah start ngantuk

hubby tersayang dengan anak mama (kamila). tengah bad mood.ngantuk. kena bangun awal.cian dia.

kamila dgn kawan baru.baba tengah pegang takut jatuh.(tu tangan baba, saje nk interframe)

kawan baru kamila, umar (ke omar hehe...)

masa time berdiskusi tu, nasib la leh dengar betul2, sian ayang kena jaga kamila. tapi, dengar cerita yg kamila ada ramai kawan sambil main,cute sgt dengar.di bawah ni tengah mendengar dengan khusyuknye,heheh...

time tukar baju ni...tengah meragam sikit. dah tak ikut tema, sebab tak de baju warna biru.baru je lepas habis dengar discussion

masa 'discussion' tu,memang tak ingat time pun.memang terlebih masa.seronok betul.

sesi kesimpulan untuk 3 kumpulan yg buat group discussion. tengah mendengar penerangan pn. kamariah sebelum mula sesi kesimpulan semua group. semuanya dengan santai.

selepas sesi kesimpulan dari 3 group,

SESI BerGAMBAR.........

posing baik.... punye (bak kata dafi ;))

sambil melambai gitu.

selepas habis ber'posing' secara beramai2, time utk makan plak.

terus bagi kamila makan lepas dh ambil gambar.rupenye mengamuk laparla.....siap tengok baba nk posing gak sambil makan. :)

gambar 'posing' makan lagi...

sibuk la nk main dgn botol air tuh.

acara yg paling di tunggu MAKAN TIME....

Support group Meeting (29 Mac 2009)

2009-03-30T11:53:00.006+08:00

Support Group Meeting telah pun diadakan di Taman Tasik Cempaka, Bandar Baru Bangi.Memangla satu experience yg best dan baru bg sy. selama ni, asyik tengok posting saje di susuibu.com, tapi, tak dpt mengenal sesape pun lebih dekatla. sbb tak kenal. so, semalam memangla kelam kabut gak, sebab tak tau jalan nk pegi ke situ. keluar agak lambat dari rumah.maklumla,tak tau tempat, duduk jauh lak tu. dari gombak.tp, nasib baikla hubby nih,pandai nk cari jalan dgn adala pertolongan drp seorg mamat yg naik moto (hubby siap turun tingkap masa kat traffic light tanya jalan).so, sampai agak lambat sikit, dalam 5 minit je. tapi, tak mula lagi. disebabkan tak kenal sesape, redah jela. tengok mana2 yg ada group yg pakai baju biru, tula dia.memang rasa malu gak la, sebab tak kenal sesape.nasib la hubby ku jenis yg tak pemalu macam diriku. alhamdullilah, semua ahli susuibu nih, memangla peramah, termasukla dgn hubby mereka.:)memang bestla pegi. byk juga info yg dpt.hubby ku memang supportive. nasib baik ada dia untuk jaga bbku.walaupun, ada gak tinggal bb dgn hubby sape yek yg satu group dgn ku.(hehe.. sori...ku memang pelupa,minta maaf bebanyak)tapi, terima kasihla tolong jaga. memang bbku jenis yg tak pendiam. hubby ku kata dia sorang yg banyak mulut semalam. malu gak.memang semalam terdengar2 anakku bising seperti bercakap, tapi ingatkan bb org lain.(hehe..;)). anak sape(nama bb umar atau omar,kalau tak silap) yg kena cubit semalam dgn bb ku minta maaf la. anakku ni, pengeram org nye. walaupun tak dapat mengenal semua org, tapi rasa bertuah la sebab dpt berkumpulan dgn pn. kamariah sendiri.memang tak sangka semuanye dlm group pn. kamariah semuanya sporting and peramah. terima kasihla kengkawan dan pandangan2 dari anda semua.best sangat.dan tak sangka ada gak yg duduk kat gombak gak.maafla, tak dapat beramas mesra sgt. sbbnya, kesian dgn bb. sampai basah baju dia berpeluh.kena tukar baju lain yg berlubang2. pastu meragam lak ngantuk.tak nk lepas dukung. tu, yg terpaksala nk jg bb. sorry, sesape yg bercakap dgn sy, mmg sy ni pemalu. tak reti sgt nk buka mulut.

the day i knew i was pregnant

2008-12-27T22:22:00.003+08:00

i don't really know i was pregnant, cause i don't have the morning sickness. i only have a feeling of bloating and a slight nauseous feeling. i found that i was late for a few days. so, i consulted my mother and elder sister. the usual questions asked whether i have counted my menses days correctly, and what do i feel,etc. after some Q&A's, they asked me to do a pregnancy test. i was quite skeptical, as when i did my first test and it was quite frustrating. well, i just go for it after 2 weeks later, and bought the pregnancy test kit at a ,local pharmacy. my husband was nervous and i do too. but,at the same i'm keeping it cool cause, i do not want to feel frustrated. when i finally did the test, i tested positive. and i showed my husband the test kit, he was overjoyed and that night, because of the exciting news he was unable to eat and sleep. i feel excited too and a bit frightened, as i've never been a mother. but, time will make me a good mother. i hope so.

newbie

2008-12-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

decided to try this blog to express my feelings and also to share some input with others. as a new mother of a 3 months old lovely daughter, i would like to share my own experience from pregnancy to birth.its a new experience which has a lot of mixed feelings joined together.the process of preparation till the birth experience.hope people would get some experience and information from the process of being a mother,at least from my experience.